Reality

I live with someone who is not mentally well, and I do the things I do, they are 
right and just and I love, I love so deeply and so much and I keep filling up my 
love with kids, hospital, giving. Receiving, community, world....

And I am struggling  with the guilt of continuing  to do what I do and just 
leaving behind this good man who isn't well, because I can't handle it anymore and

because he is just so darn mean to me, not all the time,there are ups and downs, but

they are as random as the wind and labels me  the reason he might be feeling good or bas, based upon  my facial expressions or what he

:thinks: i am feeling and thinking....that can set him off...