On Work

I REALLY love the hospital work, I come alive in it, I cry into it, I lean into 
it, its the place I can connect at the deepest levels and that fills me so, I 
can process my self transferances and counter transferences and hold more,  I 
can do it in 'any' hospital in the world, and its not about the  credentials  
and its not about money, its about being in service and its about being alive or 
in that feeling , feeling  closest with christ alive in me, the giving and 
receiving, the being present, the presence...

The question is not will I choose between my hospital work 8-1 three days a week 
while my kids are in school, truly the question is can someone lov who I am 
today which this includes  ?