prose

I'm moving to the enoullment of this marriage, its dissolution  is so we can 
share something greater in the love of this world and with the children we were 
suppose to make...we don't share love with each other, just schedules and 
errands (and that's one way)

... Can it be that I walk thru the gospels here now as my suffering to 
salvation, that my action be the christ In me having a chance to find itself....

 As I open my heart to each lesson and not be the human reaction that I am...

It looks like laying myself down to the greatest good, it looks like a surrender   
(not a washmat) yet humble, with a grateful heart for the signs and the words to 
think,  a surrender of releasing ....letting my faith (and team) take over and 
trusting a just a bit more....

-k