foregivness

Really I have nothing to say that doesn't defile me. I don't need to be the
victim - I don't need to speak shock factor- it just is and has been for a
while. Should I humble and say I just couldn't fix it ? God and church call it
an  annulment as we. Aren't Sharing love with each other or the world together ?
We were put together to make the. Children and then what ? Does he raise me to
my highest good ?

Child raising is done at least for him, so what is left ? Emptiness, resentment,
what is there to say, really nothing... What m is doing now, I have no  control
over so why speak about ? Its too much pain for another or its not theirs to
share. Let me share love and be christ when I speak- let me. Find words. Of
foregiveness....