and what when we return to work?

And I gotta admit that I'm half the problem, as I'm half the equation so I'm 
open enough to have acknowledged when babies stopped coming from my body, and I 
wasn't going back to work with young six kids, there was a growing complaint  as 
they started growing  up that all I did was spend money and travel ...but when 
the time came, and I could do something else except care for my kids with the 
money we had and take them around the world in travel through  exploration, when 
I could  open to the gift of love with all of the kids  in school, (during school hours) open to  giving it back to service and to community, 
I feel it completely rejected .......
Spoken about poorly......

as if the work of service is meaningless cause

i am  not caring for my kids or bringing in an income?

hmmmm