my paper on suffering

I am far from all knowing and I seem to enjoy humbling to this...

I also enjoy knowing that I can not be all things and in MY pastoral formation 
includes what I have to offer, and if its not all about medical condition, and 
it needs to be, then maybe the hospital isn't the place for me....cause I'm not 
a docter of medical condition, I can offer compassion, I can offer the story to 
be heard, maybe so more could evolve, but I want to be a vessel of love and 
light and healing....maybe thats what I need to be because I can't heal my relationships fullmy with my husband?