I believe I am a child of god As I believe his love knows no bounds and that love pours thru me through me‎ it's the love that drives all love for others As I an washing in this love, baptised in it each new morning I am not defined by my erratic behaviors, by the humanness that waves an flag to come and see, for if u can not see, it's not me but christ to open ur eyes, and my love to stay beside u when the veil is raised... Oh I am not defined by my erratic behaviors but by something so much deeper, infinitely strong ‎ and constant. I am a new creature. When I find myself risking to trust this way of seeing the power of the lie begins to vanish And I must remind myself, my authentic self, all the time forward- when I need to embellish it's because I am not feeling received for who I am. And my increasing confidence in who I really am becomes the bedrock to break my fears, shame, losses so I get to live free for the rest of my life. We matter, every single one of us matter and the choices we make matter. The choices to forgive, to be kind, to be authentic to open to our inside world's, to tell our secrets, will change the relationship I will share, by what I give For we are all the one, who he left the 99 to find. And I am found in christ love- ‎ Amen‎ ‎