Thank u thank u thank u for such wisdom now let me be that wusdom and I read
"What is important is the essense of what u want to manifest rather than the thing itself. For example you want to find a relationship but the ESSENSE of what you want is to love another. What you really want is to furfil your need to love and that will be furfilled. Once u KNOW that and are absolutely certain of it,. The details will get handled.

It should be easy and not a struggle, not a fit, not a match, just a knowing, a being, someone seeing the utter light in the beauty that is being touched and not pushing to contain and capture but to enflame and enlighten

Before something wonderful happens we often experience some kind of fall. In other words, even the struggle is purposefil. This come from the blaballah, ultimately to get to a hugher level in our lives we have to generate the energy to do so. A fall of one kind or another always precedes a spiritual advance because the fall itself helps generate the energy we need for the next leg of our journey.