And to speak on giving;

I have learned it's sometimes harder for me to receive a gift then to give it. It feels sometimes awkward to open my hands and imagine someone got me something, useless of course as I have all I need, but someone was just out there putting importance on the thought of someone other than themselves.

It's a great place in my life when I go out all day and spent all my money on getting things for others and it truly makes me feel good. A goodness I don't have to 'put on' for anyone but I feel inside in giving to others. 

Sometimes that we hear from others and reflect to others is a deep rooted sharing that also comes thru us like prayer-prose and poem.

To be in feeling- is to be alive.