Wednesday, March 30, 2016

rilke

"When anxious, uneasy and bad thoughts come, I go to the sea, and the sea drowns them out with its great wide sounds, cleanses me with its noise, and imposes a rhythm upon everything in me that is bewildered and confused."

rilke

Sunset

Slowly the west reaches for clothes of new colors
which it passes to a row of ancient trees.
You look, and soon these two worlds both leave you
one part climbs toward heaven, one sinks to earth.
leaving you, not really belonging to either,
not so hopelessly dark as that house that is silent,
not so unswervingly given to the eternal as that thing
that turns to a star each night and climbs-
leaving you (it is impossible to untangle the threads)
your own life, timid and standing high and growing,
so that, sometimes blocked in, sometimes reaching out,
one moment your life is a stone in you, and the next, a star.
By Elizabeth Reninger
(1963 - )

at this time
when the light is not yet
useful, merely
beautiful

when a bright
honey pours
nectar over a curved
horizon, into a nameless

chalice, and your vision
wakes also, as if
to meet it, touching
everything

when for an endless
moment all
colors are
this

color a shimmering
fabric an infinite
wisdom this

body
of pure love, so suddenly

your own. . 
Empty is the bed
That's full of her giving
Full of her giving - 
While desire never sleeps
A new translation
Rises with the sun

Sunrise sings a song
In the wind-
Open arms she  stands and fly towards
Forward
The crescendo
Over and over 
the crashin waves
Plays  on the sand
 a thousand notes

 Dark dark sky‎ 
She
Blinks to the moment 
And
 light has arrived‎
Unveiling a new beach
A today
A tommorow
When wil l the moon
 fade away.....never
It's part of the firmament of the sky
And stays always in praise---

Aghoreshwar Bhagwan Ramji
“Do not do anything.  Just straighten your temperament a little. Make your mind realize that devotion and faith are with you, and that faith and devotion for the Divine has great strength.  Your belief has a very long reach.”

Monday, March 28, 2016

rilke

he Guest House

This being human is a guest house.
Every morning a new arrival.

A joy, a depression, a meanness,
some momentary awareness comes
As an unexpected visitor.

Welcome and entertain them all!
Even if they're a crowd of sorrows,
who violently sweep your house
empty of its furniture,
still treat each guest honorably.
He may be clearing you out
for some new delight.

The dark thought, the shame, the malice,
meet them at the door laughing,
and invite them in.

Be grateful for whoever comes,
because each has been sent
as a guide from beyond.

Sunday, March 27, 2016

mystery school is in session

Timeless is the chanting- seeking- looking-pointing- a remembrance one can't hear enough, the song of the dance of the community of satsang holding space for enough of the ego to shrink ever so slightly for prayer to be lifted up, reflected,
Timeless, wisdom is in the changing, 
Stand no where
Be everywhere
Love- touches and transends all
With love I join ur mystery school session
As I soar, I am that bird
Soaring over the temple
That angel
That cloud 
That sunrise


-kmg2016
TThere is some wisdom is change
A wisdom in realizing change
Like the seasons
The singing masters of one's soul
Consume my heart aware
Sick with desire
Age con souls as the body and personality
Break apart 
Out of identification with that which changes
There is wisdom in change
It is not error in judgment of the morlieu‎
‎Not an error of time in time ---
All form is changing
CA u know urself outside of ur senses? 
Kmg2016

prayerp

Rejoice in the lord always and this easter morning
I say rejoice
Let your gentle spirit be known to all men
The lord is near - here- within ur rebirth - reborn u are 
Baptised again in the renewal waters of christ
Everlasting waters
May they bubble up from the emptyness of ur
Ego, for spirit is how u receive and prayer and open and offer this sunrise morning

The lord is near- offer the peace of christ to just one
Who can sustain ur eye contact and drink of the
Connection being made thru u, in u, with u, standing before the alter, it's in ur eyes, the message is so.

Be anxious for nothing, every moment is ripe for the harvest, put everything in prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving for this paschal mystery, for faith, for coming thru the remembrance of lent, of passions and  ‎sacrifice as you receive the peace of christ this morning and every morning may that gift be offered in his peace... 
Is his love. In the love he sprinkles so gently into ur life may u be but a sive, a filter a light, a lamp, a voice, a pillar, a message. A gift.

Amen

ears to hear

Now and then consciousness forgets that its play is its own manifestation and gets lost in believing that it is separate from itself. That forgetfulness is the fundamental delusion that gives birth to all troubles, problems, and struggles in unending chain reactions. Since consciousness itself is not separate from enlightenment, consciousness being aware of itself can happen suddenly and break the chain created by our forgetfulness.

let me have ears to hear

Spiritual seeker?

Read upon thes words- gift

If we meet a true master who does not want anything except for us to wake up, they will become the clear mirror which reflects our own original face, our pure consciousness within. The true master never gives us anything. They will never tell us that they are our personal savior. They simply create the climate for us to let go of everything we are not, so all that is left is our pure being. Whenever we find such a true master, we can count ourselves very lucky.

Sunrise services once marked the women who arrived at jesus tomb, sunrise, the morning after his death. They arrived out of longing, pain, prayer, love, and they found not their god and in flesh, but in spirit-

I pray as I arrive to every sunrise, this easter and this whole legartical season that my chuch of christ grow alive in me and bring me always to the sunrise of my love and salvtion‎

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Saturday, March 26, 2016

I read this statement as one directed at the people of the whole and while I don't like to EVER point or categorize of speak in theys and mes or us's, I have come across to read
"Out identity, our sense of self, is at stake, secularity is a way of being dependant on the responses of our millieu"


This means that stepping away from beliefs, religious in nature allow us to be in whatever the moving times are showing and be part of that, however why would one want to be grounded in the moving times of the moment and not the ancient threads of the spirit and soul whose religion, can assist to unfold?  

Hmmmm

vision board


How to create a Vision Board: Simply get your clients to cut out and collect pictures, words, quotes that inspire them or that catch their eye. THEY MUST NOT ANALYSE! If it grabs them, tear it out! Then ask them to paste and organize these images, words, quotes etc onto a big piece of paper, giving  it a title and date.
How much time to allow: This will depend on your client, but when I run a Vision Boarding Workshop I usually allow around 2 hours (this allows for introductions, getting settled in and a little reflection/closing at the end). If someone is doing a vision board by themselves - I would say to allow 1-1 1/2 hours. Finally, it can also be fun for your client to get a group of friends together and make an evening of it - then they should probably allow 2-3 hours for chatting etc.
What they’ll need: A piece of bristol board or cardboard, scissors, coloured pens, glue and a supply of inspirational magazines to cut out pictures from (eg. Oprah, home magazines, spiritual magazines, National Geographic etc.)
Top Tips:
  1. The Vision Board MUST HAVE PICTURES – even if they are just line drawings and stick men/women.
  2. While they look for pictures, they should allow their minds to run free and dream. INCLUDE ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING that appeals or speaks to them!
  3. When creating a Vision Board, HOW THEY FEEL is more important that what they think!
  4. Include PERSONAL AFFIRMATIONS or inspiring quotes to nurture and cherish themselves.
  5. Use COLOUR! Coloured felt-tip pens, colour post-it notes, colour pictures, make it VIBRANT and exciting.
  6. Encourage them to look for the UNFAMILIAR – to get outside their ‘normal’ box…
  7. Finally, remind them this is not about creating an artistic masterpiece but creating something that visually INSPIRES and EXCITES 

  8. More notes from a collegue-
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"Let the images, symbols and colors represent an emotional map... Ask your future self to show you what steps you took to get where you are and where you will go...  The board isn't just where you're going, it also reflects yourself now... What's already happening?... What's not here that you would like to see? (Afterwards) " and there was a great Japanese proverb shared "vision without action is a daydream, action without vision is a nightmare".

Could it be when we walk slowly in the dark 
That we have reached the end of our joiurney
When there is no more sand 
No more new words to hear just another way
When there is but surrender as the senses are so estranged...... their yearning is but an abanished desire-

Oh lent has taken me into a desert but I have crusified nothing -i am too weak- lord I pray for mercy- not sacrifice- for I pray in love, thru love and with love oh beloved in me...‎
Could it be where the beach stops and both moonlight can disappear and sunrise awaken in the same moment that
One can fall to their knees and say
It is always this way
     What more is there
     Why is there anything but this
     What is needed the wind is blowing in as love
"Song of solomon "hr brought me to his banqueting house, and his banner over me was love"

Could it be when we walk slowly in the dark 
That we have reached the end of our joiurney
When there is no more sand 
No more new words to hear just another way
When there is but surrender as the senses are so estranged...... their yearning is but an abanished desire-

Oh lent has taken me into a desert but I have crusified nothing -i am too weak- lord I pray for mercy- not sacrifice- for I pray in love, thru love and with love oh beloved in me...‎
Could it be where the beach stops and both moonlight can disappear and sunrise awaken in the same moment that
One can fall to their knees and say
It is always this way
     What more is there
     Why is there anything but this
     What is needed the wind is blowing in as love
"Song of solomon "hr brought me to his banqueting house, and his banner over me was love"

Could it be when we walk slowly in the dark 
That we have reached the end of our joiurney
When there is no more sand 
No more new words to hear just another way
When there is but surrender as the senses are so estranged...... their yearning is but an abanished desire-

Oh lent has taken me into a desert but I have crusified nothing -i am too weak- lord I pray for mercy- not sacrifice- for I pray in love, thru love and with love oh beloved in me...‎
Could it be where the beach stops and both moonlight can disappear and sunrise awaken in the same moment that
One can fall to their knees and say
It is always this way
     What more is there
     Why is there anything but this
     What is needed the wind is blowing in as love
"Song of solomon "hr brought me to his banqueting house, and his banner over me was love"
Let god be god
Is the prayer that becomes the moment
Any wisdom that comes-
Be grateful
Can I be grateful and not receive
As the mind engages with gifts

I sit in the sand
My feet dig into the earth
I breathe the breath of life
My 5enses have been for a moment at rest
And I am

Friday, March 25, 2016

Good friday- what is gods will for me- somehow im trained enough to know it is part of this moment and the worry of tommorow needs not be part of this moment for tommorow may never come or certainly the tommorow I want to worry ahead of may not be the real one.... I can't help but ask myself. If I envisioned the glory of this moment a last year's event date

I fullness fullnes christ christ christ heart
This morning sunrise
Th love of my children
Two In my bed
4 in the heart


I am just a seed forever planting myself. I take root better when I am loved and cared for. When the sun shines in my heart I float a bit little as heavy holds my heart in silence and as outwardly wonderful I am is also how quiet I can be. I live in the paradox- 
Many a poet have written the word of‎ moon light glistening on the lapping watrrs

this day I am not evenm sure if that's spaekeling is just for me or is it just a groupon of fish jumping to praise-

I toss my eyes ever so frothfully across the crescent shaped land I sit an edge amd await the sunrise as pink fills my eyes‎
Kmg2016

Thursday, March 24, 2016

Satsang
Community of believers of peace-om-God-nature- love
Like a pilgrimage walking in the dark
Internal oils burning the light needed for the moon to remember us, spinning the firmenent to point onto the lights which give praise to the morning

First I feel separate and sit arms outstretched to give blessin, then I bow my head and sing and chant the one voice-

Everyone honoring ommmmm and making space within them selves for the miracle that vibrates compassion in this world as it floats freely in and out of ourselves---

Amen

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Wednesday, March 23, 2016

learning

i have a great desire to embrace my roots and learn greek
sooo hard


Κύριε Ιησού Χριστέ Υιέ του Θεού ελέησόν με



bahamas 2016

the first sunrise and i woke to early at 4am
the psalms put me back to sleep
funny how the psalms years after years have created the footprint of sleep
the pattern i trace that ends always the same --- who is listening and who is speaking


and what draws me to sunrise
is the start of the prayer
lord may i be emptied of enough that the psalms
will annoint the space with holiness enough to be woken
to attend to glory
to receive the light

tommorow i will walk out in the sunrise. i will repreat the jesus prayer in greek
i broke out in the shma israel the hebrew song for next year in jerusalem when i thought of the greek to say......

im ready for bed and its only 8pm....

Monday, March 21, 2016

There isn't real change
Just this moment for this moment to change
So does the time and then
It's another moment
Now- here, seeking god
Seeking the emotion that comes with
The deepest love- yearning
Couples with needing to be cuddled....

On this moment- may I drink and thirst no more-‎

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Thursday, March 17, 2016

And Mary was found by Gabriel the angel of god and told god fiound favor in her. And now isn't that angel holy spirit. Today pray that I may be so worthy that a resting place be open in my heart ans the spirit come down and find favor - as I crusify also my sins and rejoice in ressurrections this holy weekend ---- amen 
Christ is in this moment, god is in this moment, love is in this moment, everything, actually is just now, in this moment, in this second u pass someone with a smile look into their eyes I am looking into the eyes of the beloved And it is all just beautiful,. Feed me, clothes me, comfort me. In this moment I am the works,....and Jesus said "I have food of which u do not know, and the works the father has sent me to do, is my food indeed" blessed are those called to the supper of the lamb.... I am not worthy,. So I bow my head and pray... so I may heal, myself, my neighbor, and vibrate just a little higher with a little twinkle, spaklle in the firnment of life.... -

Wednesday, March 16, 2016

beyond the material world

The second work is a message that speaks to me as I come from a presentation sharing my heart to a room of seekers and healers and comforters about grief and suffering as I understand it thru my christianity--- I read" only too often, which in the case is the unrecognized longing for something beyond the material world. Those who belong to the beloved carry his curse which is the memory of his embrace. Nothing in the world will fir full them.....there is a sense, the emptiness of materials values, we see the emperor has no clothes! "
Grateful for two works that come to me today. One is verse matthew (....) from memory they come and the samaritian women ask,how will u get this water, the well is deep and u have nothing to draw with" '' surely the message in christ all things are possible"' and Jesus asks get ur husband knowing already he had many but he doesn't say u ar unworthy cause u had many husbands, he says, you speak the truth... the truth in christ, to christ, thu christ in water and in spirit,. Is the heart of the gospel for me today

Tuesday, March 15, 2016

What does the soul care about such things
As the world our body places us in

The spiritual journey is the path- the only path
It seems where the greatest feeling of full illumination takes place without the cell phone, or money or anything one can push- say or pull to give or create.

When my eyes look into another's, when I am listening without thinking or comforting without control. When the lord speaketh thru me I am not there but an instrument.

Today in mass I take my own palm and rest it on my forhead and the words of the gospel I head ur right hand will save u.

I am ready to live in a bikini and a wrap, wrapped in every sunrise, wrapped in the sand of the land baptising every morning in the salt of the earth. I await ur coming, I am coming- I fly to full devotion for this easter season and pray the seven last words of christ for the next 14 days...

Forgive them father----

And I pray to cast out demons in my prayers- may I be so worthy to be ur servant in christ jesus

Amen

Thursday, March 10, 2016


I am an angel
Come from god
To heal
My brother
Myself
Suffering, forgiveness
Along my path share prescense
With the essense of love 
Longing which is the souls love for god
God's love for creation

And I pray
Let me be an instrument for healing
Let me be but a star
In the firnment of the sky's fabric 
Let me shine thru
As I awake in your blessed grace and glory


Amen
A new tear arrives as I realize
I am not longing for a person
I am longing for love
And when my soul connects with another soul
In love
I am connected deeper to the union of god in soul in myself and it dances to prayer

Lord may I be so worthy to come under your roof, just send to me my loving soul and I will heal thy brother

Just send to me your loving soul and I will heal thy self
And in the trinity with u, we can return home 
Through your son, christ, Jesus, who u sent to teach 
Blessed be those ears that can hear

Amen


Sufis say
When two souls meet in remembrance of love
Thru their being lovers of god
They sing one song
That of  a lover and beloved
The beloved looks into the heart of the lover
And it ignites it with a spark of remembrance

The spark becomes a fire that burns thru us
Lord burn thru me ur fire of purification
Bring into my palm
Your healing fire of purification and let
Me touch and heal and hold onto
In my arms
Cradle in prayer knowing
My heart will be at rest.

Amen
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Friday, March 4, 2016


Keep ur eyes open to truth today
No sleep walking thru life
Keep strong to ur intentions
To be cleaned of all but God
Lenten season is a time to empty 
To be discovered and led 
To know only our Lord light
Humble to heaven on earth

Amen

I look to see other people 
As god within them
By not filtering anything of me

Wisdom comes to arewarenesss
Because I'm lookin thru
The totallity of life
Where everyone's path is beautiful and honors
Om. 

Consider not seeking fulfillment- but emptiness‎
Of mind- ‎so there is just prescense and praise-

Amen
For ego, all of the joy and happiness it has tasted this lifetime is a result of wanting something. If wanting comes to an end, ego’s mind cannot imagine that there is going to be any happiness, joy, or bliss. The egoic mind cannot comprehend it. But actually, the state of absolute freedom is the absence of all wanting; it is the state of wanting nothing.

Thursday, March 3, 2016

rilke

Rilke


Lovers---were not the other present, always
Spolling the view!-draw near to it and wonder....
Behind the other, as though through oversight,
The thing revealed, ...but no one gets beyond the other,
And so world returns once more...‎

On my knees
In Sante Fe
New mexico
In church- it's only three who pray
We pray in communion

St francis- st clare ar e.  called forth
St francis is saint of this town and he offers to me
Love and peace of this night

I pray- I am-


Love always seeks the ultimate real in one
Love is centered in "an outflowing action of loving another"
For me

This calls forth the reality of the beloved
And the act of loving calls forth my own most
Authentic and dynamic center

When shared it's a mutual thrust deeper. And deeper into becoming the unfloding of the wonder of each person.

While each stand on their own ground, grounded in christ within them. The dualities of each of them and the many personalities or life's lived by each of them fine tune themselves into the one being of love, their highest self and connect with the trinity of the godhead, father, son and holy spirit. Which is love.

Amen

“For you have been my hope, O Sovereign LORD; my confidence since my youth.”
 Psalm 71:5

Prayer
  Redeemer, sometimes during trials we focus so intently on our experience that we forget to focus on You. we must never lose sight of in the midst of our suffering is the righteousness and goodness of You.  You are inherently good and You are the onlydirextion  in which we can put our trust. 
Amen
The coffee pot dripps decaf
And I stay cozy under the covers
Sunrise is upon the skyscape windows that light my room pink

Love fil fil heart fo the giving

-k
 There is this firm, unshakable footing in the enlightened world of joy, bliss, and love no matter what is unfolding in our life

Wednesday, March 2, 2016

 “On his robe and on his thigh he has this name written: King of Kings and Lord of Lords.”  Revelation 19:16   Prayer DEAR You are King and Lord over all Creation OVER ME- Sometimes we remove You from Your rightful place as King and Lord, not only in our hearts, but alsomaking survival in our hands and not urs alone.when we seek love u answer and full us with ur love- show me it's enough_   We know that You and only You belong as the pre-eminent One in our lives.  O Lord, strengthen us so that we never place You as anything less‎ than what You truly are;my beloved-‎  ‎  ‎Amen. -k
Thw rind blows ! Thrashing in the wind-  the colorado flag sitting proudly besides it's red-white and blue counterpart- the moon but a sliver and the sun yet to rise.... anywhere and always silence brings a birth in my heart, blessed to those called to the super of the lamb. For all glory be to the father, may I glorify his son here on earth. May I love as deeply. And know the cup I can not drink--- amen