I find a new balance in the space within me that u play with, and I know it's new because I'm aware.... 

I'm grateful to be aware of a new balance because that is also a reminder that there was an old one

And this memory- is also but a lesson. For if there was one and there is one anew then it's comoletely possible I have somewhere to go. Is my age of 48 ‎where I will end,. If thta be thy will, or might I also consider I can not know where I am yet to be-

So this new balance it's rooted in bible. It's seeds are a gathering of time gone by planted on top of all the ones I have there consciously planted and nuture to grow.

I hear paradoxes not between rights and wrongs more words of christ speaking I seek mercy not sacrifice-

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I wonder what penance ‎I should seek for the spiritual pride in hearing a story of religion ritual and wanting to scream- u can do cartwheels if it opens ur heart to be reborn with a christ heart- 

And how sweet the nectar as a hummingbird I want to flatter my wings in ernest- always- for the juice

-kmg2015