The arrow spins around atop the 

Lighthouse point- 

Waves crash and the green is like the color on a irish morning

"Who is to desern the wind......

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the crow feathers stretch across her  pointer and the she   forgets to stop at any direction

Birds begin the praise of the morning

For even they know

"A greater than solomon is here......

And the moon isn't far behind, I leave it as I walk uphill towards the east-  as I know not to keep my eyes on what will soon disappear-and the waiting, is breath taking....

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I find a new balance in the space within me that u play with, and I know it's new because I'm aware.... 

I'm grateful to be aware of a new balance because that is also a reminder that there was an old one

And this memory- is also but a lesson. For if there was one and there is one anew then it's comoletely possible I have somewhere to go. Is my age of 48 ‎where I will end,. If thta be thy will, or might I also consider I can not know where I am yet to be-

So this new balance it's rooted in bible. It's seeds are a gathering of time gone by planted on top of all the ones I have there consciously planted and nuture to grow.

I hear paradoxes not between rights and wrongs more words of christ speaking I seek mercy not sacrifice-

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I wonder what penance ‎I should seek for the spiritual pride in hearing a story of religion ritual and wanting to scream- u can do cartwheels if it opens ur heart to be reborn with a christ heart- 

And how sweet the nectar as a hummingbird I want to flatter my wings in ernest- always- for the juice

-kmg2015

So when you find yourself in a situation that is bound to trigger your propensities--spending extended time with your relatives would be an excellent example--you can practice holding your seat and relating fully to exactly where you are. If you can stay present in even the most challenging circumstances, the intensity of the situation will transform you. When you can see even the worst of hells as a place where you can awaken, your world will change dramatically.

(Pema)

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There are some who read my words and they sound lik this

The first half and of the seeds of a the my phone wand and the other day side of my life I is the best most important thing thing is a great very much like in the world first day time I see was a cement good great day for to be long the first time half the time I to of was in a statement that issued in the my phone and I the one who that is the a lot of more I think have a good lot of fun people and in who I am want a new song one of those who don't are not in my head... (otg)


Blesse ar the poor in spirit- for they have laughter and room for more

-kmg

I see the rv in the distance- it seems to have found its home- being parked most comfortable along the seconia and within the garage of a national park.

And I say it seems to have found its home and I wonder if we will-....i drive hours thru the night, my rear view mirroe the only gas that powers me to go on, in the love, and also there is the sadness which plays it's way into the vulgarity of where limits are pushed....boys- men- breaking out and then there is the oldest, surprises me by breaking in and being a role I didn't know existed and can not imagine without-

Oh morning winds that blow, I can not disern the weather of the times, and rain might be what we need, to keep us close- to heal-

Lord, I know without ur heart, naught is possible. Let me see christ in each of these souls who come thru me and let me love christ in them....in all forms. ‎

Amen

“Remember this: Whoever sows sparingly will also reap sparingly, and whoever sows generously will also reap generously.” 

2 Corinthians 9:6‎

Lord, bless me today with a heart of mercy, grateful only and always first for my relationship‎ in you, with you, thru you, for blessed with ur spirit I can genereously give and receive love-

Amen‎

Not my view on anything just something I am sharing -something Beautiful - I believe in the holy spirit- I believe in light - I believe in miracles- loves presence, our natural inheritance - sychonoicity of life, in tune with the holy spirit we sing we yearn we seek- and alone- something has gone wrong, silence- expressions of love- the real love is the love or spirit that inspires us- connection- purpose- the miracle comes quietly into the mind the miracle of life is ageless-born in time and aged in eternity-. Kmg2015 

On birthday morning in San francisco-

Balmy wind blows past my bed, from the cracked window 

Under me flags fly atop the fairmonts front doors

 lines form to view a gingerbread house the history of a great hotel in a great city-

I am stilled, awakenin by into the clammering bells of the street cars as they pass Grace church- calling- calling for us to pray with come- go into ur room. Close your door and pray to your father who sees in secret- the church- but a reminder ---

Crisp sheets 

Quiet is the room

Whose hotel is barrow

From a wet city night

Tilted a martini glass lays across the table top 

Of a lobby bar

Beyond the tower the Hopkin stars across from - terraces , faces that share in the ceremonial events of companies - couples standing before this night and endless nights yet to come---in the roof top vineyards, vineyards and flowers, their fragrance night and morning at the same time-

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 nob hill

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San francisco-

Kmg2015‎

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AAm am blessed with beauty- I see the beauty in myself and in others

I am bless with children, I can step into the love I, too, as a child needed or felt. I can pray with the blessed mother and realize how deeply, her blessed womb felt carrying the son of god, I can walk her journey six times and still never know,

I am blessed with a yearning to pray, to come to god so I come to emotion, and the emotion softens me enough so I may enter the narrow gate...

I am blessed with chaplaincy  and I‎ am blessed with the songs of praise that come through me somehow sound like vobrations of change and can hold the pain like an unbrella for the rain to stop just one moment....dear lord,who always hears it's spirit and shines light for all the feel and see...

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Take away the covetness,  ‎ desire, peeks it's head  out and says remember me. Take away need. To be seen except in the song, between the words, in the silence, I step into salvation.

Amen

“Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding.” 

Proverbs 3:5

Prayer

  Father, we know that we need to trust You in everything we do as You alone know what’s best for us.  Many times it’s hard for us, as finite beings, to trust You because our vision is limited and our faith is weak.  Expand our vision and increase our faith! 

Amen.

Night time vespers

Now the day has come to an end

And I have tried to be a friend

Special women in my life

Who cry and love and seek insight

Dear lord thank you for your words

They sing for me, life morning birds

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Alone I lay here in my bed‎

Washing with psalms to kept safe my ‎

head

I pray for one moment in mornings  light

To be worthy ‎

Of your grace 

I pray this all night....

Amen.

-kmg2015

How wonderful life is that we can live knowing your love and receive joy and pleasure and grace

‎And sorrow and not know where it comes from or when it will go

How glorious a day is that begins with a sunrise and can end with buckets full of the gifts of pleasure built from the molds of pain and joy that we lived passed.

Blind me from knowledge, hide from me wisdom, open my heart  with love so I know only love....

Oh angels that carry me thru this night-remind me of the hours I yearned for ur wisdom and bless upon me the knowledge that I can never fully receive what  I seek, for my existence is but a shadow awaiting the fire of ur presence.....

Kmg2015

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Lord I pray- 

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I am a but a child in awe of the beauty of this new day. I give this day to you

I raise up my heart, my spirit, my prayer, too you, for I can not know the wonders of this world, but I can know love, thru u and  in u and with u, thru the love of christ in my heart, I give this day to you. Let me be but an instrument of service, of comfort of light, Lord fill me with your light and touch my sacred heart-as it emptiesi fill it only with  yearnings   to desire you, and you alone- lord, may I know such joy...

Amen‎

night

I am a poem in the bed- floating on the cloud of night- held in grace til I wake in yearning for the good of the morning- -kmg

You don't know me and u know me

As the whisper of the wind, passing your shoulder, 

Your senses arise as the fragrances of‎ oils - anoint the path when u walk towards the flowers of beauty-

The morning dew quenches your dryness and fills something you want to keep as sunrise, rises, rises, rises and you can see just a bit clearer as the dew gives birth to a new day, in the rays of light---

You don't call me a name, I am-

Blessings to a sister in christ-

This mornings meditation ‎

In your rose garden 

Brought about our blessed mother

Mary and her journey of love for

Christ to be born. The unconditional love she felt for god within her, not knowing him and knowing within her grew this love she was connected with..in him with him thru him-

What comes to be is you can not love god and man when I ask for man to fill my desires,?? 

How can I know of heavenly things, am I asking for earthly things? 

What is the call, what is the path? 

I feel so filled up when I'm in love that I give love through my work so freely...

Now without manly love I toss le with desires ‎and pray is this my will, can the pray be to be healthy and strong enough to live in the sacrifice of empty to be full? 

Just prose and contemplations I have not put together. Nor should i-

Kmg2015

The prayer is 

Let me be a priest of the heart‎

I lay down all myself to be filled with love

To touch the most wounded and harded hearts and bring them this love

Through the love of christ

Let it be so....

I pray thru our most holy blessed mother who carrys us this Avent season may I carry this intention all the days of my life 

Lord, I am not worthy that you come under my roof, only say the word and my soul will be healed with the desires of the world and rest in your glory, which baths me in your light- 

Let that light shine -borne in me-

Amen-

 am grateful for all those beautiful souls who cross my path today. I can not believe hat anything I stir on my own can be of higher value then where u place me and who u put in front of me

As I await the sunrise this morning I empty only to seek the silent voice from within, only for emotion to grab my spirit and let it soar into your glory..let me lips speak only praise of you. 

I pray for this day-for my discovery -

Amen

Connection with my truths-

The words of the ego and mind

Belong to duality--the words of the heart carry the imprint of oneness.

We say carry the imprint as true self discovery can't be put into words- they point--

The heart embraces a difficulty, while the ego takes sides.

We sit at the doorway of the heart when we can truly listen for the opening is is not but a connection of the heart into the hearer? 

Oh beloved- come nourish my soul and squash my desires and even in the prayer I hold back and say no, show me, heal me, no longer a starving infant crying in the darkness of abandonment

Impired and shared thru 

Llewellyn vaughan-lee

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