prose

There is no god in the moment that hold on so tightly to the house.... The 
gospels say save up not possessions on earth....and there is no god in 'my ego 
mind" thinking it the world around me explodes again, ill call everyone home and 
there is one.......

In essence ,  its the science of the matter not even existing.

What will be will be !!! It changes so often who am I to live in it, should I 
change so often when my life is but this moment ,

Next month I could, like all I work with in the hospital, get a diagnosis. Then 
what would I be holding on to ?

What feeds needs so strongly in the moment ? Fear ?

And as I work on myself isn't there too some pride, some honor, some respect I 
need a sliver of or should I need for nothing.....

I pray
Show me the way !