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I was suppose to be at the benedictine monastery but i would not leave this week
it seems things that were once settled are not completely unsettled again
and i hear
god god
give me more pain so i can be closer to you

i lay down to thy will, for nothing is happening today
that isnt in you

This morning as I enter silence I enter with the monastery is a odd sort of 
way......as it just floats in how now would begin the first sit. With god on 
those holy mountains .....

May I be blessed with openness and goodness in the hospital today that I 
share.......may life be but today-