Reflection 2012

And I can't see the sunrise
In the snow storm
The clouds seem to descend ontop of the trees

They are so close a part of the ground you think they don't want to give up the 
snow it has shaken to itself....thew winds bring some back....

And all around me changes, 
As the weather
As I slide into envirnoments I am blessed to see their  extremes, not so 
different then those within others
That are as uncontrollable to me as the winds of changing time....and till be

And still I am grounded,
In the mornings
In the unwavering
All knowing
Confidence and connection
That I am

As I lay myself down, (I say this a lot now) lay myself down....means I care 
less to hold on to anything I think and know a greater path is in the letting 
go...which is also as much being here as the staying

I am grateful today to be called to this window seat, to be pulled so to tilt my 
head ever upwards and find emotion , find words, find the pool of my  
heart......