awakening Osiris

I am light
I come forth by day
I am heat burning up mist
I am power, an ancient river overflowing. I am lov and memory and sorrow that 
drift away

My time is a reflection on the surface of water. A leaf falls and the dream 
shatters, breaks to pieces, the leaf drift off..slowly the waters calm and draw 
themselves together. And the leaf like life, like a thought, passes from me in 
the ripple of its own vibration. It enters the world

I am a holy man, not because I am so wise, but because I am a temple of god. I 
am a priest of the heart. I know what is mine to feel. I let the rain from 
heaven fill me. I give love away as easily as water......

I am changeable, yes. It is like this. A hummingbirds wings beat so fast he 
seems to fly standing still. Atoms in the rock whirl about, yet the rock holds 
together. Lions roar in the temple and the earth trembles.

It is only yesterday and tommorow keeping watch over today.

Oh spirits that guide a man  thru the dark halls at death, guide me safely. Let 
me always know the reason for my becoming...let me hear what gods hear, see what 
gods see,let me not starve for lov and thirst for wisdom. Let me go forth 
shining....