Thursday, August 25, 2016

India a work
Can u see in the faces no complaint-
And what is it that I will hear in complaint
From others
My kids

Let it be but a balancing to not tighten
To be as open as life teaches me in lesson
And it's not easy, empathy is hard to step into
Even if compassion is in the blood
Must be able to move around percpective
Lenses like a kloilidescope. 

Blessed for an open heart
Tear of compassion to oil the sqeeky wheel

Amen

Wednesday, August 24, 2016


On board flight to nyc
Hearing the fears and pains and love of
My children
My word is to hear then
And accept them as their own
Without problem solving
Empoweing their decision making and
My unconditional love
Always my work.-----

Ha six children who wants to mov Onan Onan suppirt h h anymor
Can Can d it myselt withou comolaint
Whoi will I be

I will be christ in my heart
An let go


-K
Under a tree in nature I want to be hand in hand- simple pleasures. Awake-aware- in love- in silence- caring for someone more than myself for I am already myself in the gift of giving...Continuously ask: What is right here? What is this sensation? This emotion? This thought? This experience? Then ask: Who is experiencing it? The answer for me is my heart, not what I know what I am- k

a compliment from a friend worth my blog- thank u J -

It's hard for me to hear compliments, hard to receive gifts.
Today I speak on both.

Hearing compliments; grateful to have heard this shared with me today;

You have an old soul You are driven You steamroller fear You have an inherent aristocracy You walk tall You work hard You know how to dress, in whatever clothes, and create a unique and alluring elegance all your own You have Faith You Give Yet you still have a sense of wonder and silliness - childlike qualities There's some a tiny bit vulnerable behind all the armor You're strong, you're beautiful, you're restless, you're on a mission You're adorable ‎Love how you sit Like a teenage female athlete. Your feet have worked hard. They show wear. But their strength is sexy. You're comfortable in you are comfortable comfortable ur bare feet. Your feet connect with the ground. They're planted, rooted. You have this lion heart. Protector of your kids. I see no flaws. I do see a lot of pain. A ton. Weight on your shoulders is palpable. Your standards are sky high No one else measures up Always up to you - but this is a scene of your own making There are a couple of things that jar, tho: - it's like you hit a rev-limiter sometimes that you almost put a cap on your own personal enjoyment/ happiness - you control this, like you're concocting a puzzle for someone else to solve - sometimes you say things which are a bit pompous and un-Kmg  like.  I think you're glorious. Regal yet humble. Pure yet carnal. You have a wonderful, deep chemical energy. Sometimes with the parking brake (deliberately?) applied Have a wonderful, uplifting, environment-changing day. 

And to speak on giving;

I have learned it's sometimes harder for me to receive a gift then to give it. It feels sometimes awkward to open my hands and imagine someone got me something, useless of course as I have all I need, but someone was just out there putting importance on the thought of someone other than themselves.

It's a great place in my life when I go out all day and spent all my money on getting things for others and it truly makes me feel good. A goodness I don't have to 'put on' for anyone but I feel inside in giving to others. 

a compliment from a friend worth my blog- thank u J -

It's hard for me to hear compliments, hard to receive gifts.
Today I speak on both.

Hearing compliments; grateful to have heard this shared with me today;

You have an old soul You are driven You steamroller fear You have an inherent aristocracy You walk tall You work hard You know how to dress, in whatever clothes, and create a unique and alluring elegance all your own You have Faith You Give Yet you still have a sense of wonder and silliness - childlike qualities There's some a tiny bit vulnerable behind all the armor You're strong, you're beautiful, you're restless, you're on a mission You're adorable ‎Love how you sit Like a teenage female athlete. Your feet have worked hard. They show wear. But their strength is sexy. You're comfortable in you are comfortable comfortable ur bare feet. Your feet connect with the ground. They're planted, rooted. You have this lion heart. Protector of your kids. I see no flaws. I do see a lot of pain. A ton. Weight on your shoulders is palpable. Your standards are sky high No one else measures up Always up to you - but this is a scene of your own making There are a couple of things that jar, tho: - it's like you hit a rev-limiter sometimes that you almost put a cap on your own personal enjoyment/ happiness - you control this, like you're concocting a puzzle for someone else to solve - sometimes you say things which are a bit pompous and un-Kmg  like.  I think you're glorious. Regal yet humble. Pure yet carnal. You have a wonderful, deep chemical energy. Sometimes with the parking brake (deliberately?) applied Have a wonderful, uplifting, environment-changing day. 

And to speak on giving;

I have learned it's sometimes harder for me to receive a gift then to give it. It feels sometimes awkward to open my hands and imagine someone got me something, useless of course as I have all I need, but someone was just out there putting importance on the thought of someone other than themselves.

It's a great place in my life when I go out all day and spent all my money on getting things for others and it truly makes me feel good. A goodness I don't have to 'put on' for anyone but I feel inside in giving to others. 

andy rooney

Written by Andy Rooney, a man who had the gift of saying so much with so few words. 
Rooney used to be on 60 Minutes TV show.
  
I've learned ....
That the best classroom in the world is at the feet of an elderly person.
 
I've learned ....
That when you're in love, it shows.
 
I've learned ....
That just one person saying to me, 'You've made my day!' makes my day.
 
I've learned ....
That having a child fall asleep in your arms is one of the most peaceful feelings in the world.
 
I've learned ....
That being kind is more important than being right.
 
I've learned ....
That you should never say no to a gift from a child.
 
I've learned ....
That I can always pray for someone when I don't have the strength to help him in any other way.
 
I've learned ....
That no matter how serious your life requires you to be, everyone needs a friend to act goofy with.
 
I've learned ....
That sometimes all a person needs is a hand to hold and a heart to understand.
 
I've learned ....
That simple walks with my father around the block on summer nights when I was a child did wonders for me as an adult.
 
I've learned ....
That life is like a roll of toilet paper....The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes.
 
I've learned ....
That we should be glad God doesn't give us everything we ask for.
 
I've learned ....
That money doesn't buy class.
 
I've learned ....
That it's those small daily happenings that make life so spectacular.
 
I've learned ....
That under everyone's hard shell is someone who wants to be appreciated and loved.
 
I've learned ....
That to ignore the facts does not change the facts.
 
I've learned ....
That when you plan to get even with someone, you are only letting that person continue to hurt you.
 
I've learned ....
That love, not time, heals all wounds.
 
I've learned ....
That the easiest way for me to grow as a person is to surround myself with people smarter than I am.
 
I've learned ....
That everyone you meet deserves to be greeted with a smile.
 
I've learned ....
That no one is perfect until you fall in love with them.
 
I've learned ....
That life is tough, but I'm tougher.
 
I've learned ...
That opportunities are never lost; someone will take the ones you miss.
 
I've learned ....
That when you harbor bitterness, happiness will dock elsewhere.
 
I've learned ....
That I wish I could have told my Mom that I love her  one more time before she passed away.
 
I've learned ....
That one should keep his words both soft and tender, becausetomorrow he may have to eat them.
 
I've learned ....
That a smile is an inexpensive way to improve your looks.
 
I've learned ....
That when your newly born grandchild holds your little  finger in his little fist, you're hooked for life.
 
I've learned ....
That everyone wants to live on top of the mountain, but all the happiness and growth occurs while you're climbing it.
 
I've learned ....
That the less time I have to work with, the more things I get done.


Tuesday, August 23, 2016

We are like clouds who do not realize that we are made of the sky.
- Duane Elgin