The prayer today comes from the heart of Romans 715

I"for I do not understand what I do sometimes as if my most authentic voice is enough and then, in wine, in excitement, there is an over stepping, I pray to slow down, to hold back some of my passion and step grounded forward, in christ I pray, amen....

I am not perfect

I am happy

I am filled with passion to share

I need to contain it, it bursts out

And overflows so playful it, like

The oceans needs to find its ebe and tide

So I practice

And I love....

First and most I love

And for that I am grateful

And learning.....

Grounded in what is never changing

God, the love coming from my heart,

The sunrise always breaking whether I can see it or not. ‎

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"And when he comes before the lord he does not bring into divine prescense any mention or thought of any good that he has done or any uffering that he Is going through. Tather it is his contonual exercise to withdraw deep within, into god

There, before his lord, at the center of his habitation the spiritual man knows this inward withdrawal is far more important than speaking of god or even speaking to god

He withdraws into the inner secret center of the spirit, there to know his lord and to receive his divine influence...with fear and with loving reverence....michael molinos "the spiritual guide"

This morning I approach

Faith and lean in to allow what is to

Unfold as I keep my heart open to a

Situation where anger would be an easier driving force.... 

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Can I love, when someone lies, can I look in the eyes of another who is deceitful openly, ‎and while it may make my belly uncomfortable I stand in righteousness and say god is with me and I am with god.

Lord may my actions today be in righteousness and may u show me the greatest good I can do in this situation. 

Amen

"I recognize I am another version of myself in every moment.‎".   (except from a friend) and I write-- for us both---

And then when are who are u, all that's is left to share is I am.... I am love, flowing over as tears flow easily into the well of endless love I can give, I am dancing bells spinning seaside along the southern coast, I am light, shining thru change of those I love keeping fears from darkening the space my light opens me to shine on...

I am silence- which negates time as time spins on the clock and hours become like minutes and I no longer sit for meditation, meditation is my state of mind, resting in it I can loose the world, but the world comes in and it's love I see in everyone, I speak to everyone, I kiss everyone, I smile on everyone -

The prophet (almustapha) Rilke, cl Lewis, Mere chistianity still makes me laugh, seeds of contemplation, bible, bible, bible... all the same. I need not ever read any new works for all works to the one word can exist and are all the same, I need to hear only the same over and over like my song, my imprint, my infusion til I am just one with all -

Amen

Corinthians-

"Love"

Love is what God is. Love is the divine life.

Love is not primarily a feeling or emotion.(thought it can be accompanied by feelings or emotions) It's willing the good‎ of other as other. When we love we escape the black hole of our own clinging egotism and live for someone else, to love is to leap ecstatically out of the self

Love is patient

Love is kind

If we are good or just to someone else so they can be good or just to us in kind. This is not love but rather indirect egotism. (Robert baron)

Long suffering and kind.

taking the lower place with joy for love bears all things, endures all things, believes all things, unpreoccupied with onseld but looks ahead, hoping against hope. 

Love never fails...

This new years let's measure the giving of our love as the only true measurement as we pray for joy and peace let's pray in laying down our needs with hands open as humble servant ready to give --k

Amen