Monday, September 27, 2021

Meditation

 



Teachers say, “Now meditate,” then one sits down and one may think that one should imagine emptiness. That is not what is meant. What is meant is don’t wander, don’t wander. Hearing the word meditate, it sounds like one has to do something. But there is not even as much as a dust mote to do as an act of meditation. It’s just like space here — a totally inconcrete openness. Try to imagine that, imagine space. Can you imagine space? You can imagine it is empty, but that is a thought. Does that thought help anything? To meditate on a thing means bringing that to mind, but can you bring space to mind? Okay, space is empty. To keep that in mind is another thought. But without thinking anything, meditate on space. Can you? Isn’t it better to leave it unimagined? Unmeditated? That is why it is said: 



The supreme meditation is to not meditate. 

The supreme training is to keep nothing in mind.

Monday, September 20, 2021

Assisi retreat

Isn’t it true that this mind here thinks a lot? It remembers, it plans, it thinks, it worries. It has been doing so for countless lifetimes, day and night, without stop. Moment by moment, this mind is creating thoughts of one thing after another, and not just during this lifetime. Thinking takes place because of not seeing the essence of this mind itself. It thinks of something, makes thoughts and emotions about it — the process goes on and on. It is like beads on an endless string, life after life in an endless succession. 

In retreat the agreement is made to release thoughts not speak of me my grand life my story my sufferings which next week will change and change again as sands in the hourglass of life


Kmg 

Sunday, September 19, 2021

April 1 writtten

 Returning 

I close my eyes

I see myself in a field 
Flowing dress with flowers- yellow buttercups 
Butterflies 🦋 traveling with me
To the garden 
I plant seeds in Mother Earth 
And they take root
And I’m producing and feeding and nurturing all as has always been all as it will always be

A wicker basket dangles from my wrist I’m collecting flowers vegetables I grow - there a bike
With a basket and the sun kisses my face and I ride with the wind 

Returning
I’m landing at jfk

Kmg2021




May 16 written

 Perception unveiled boundaries

Seeing unscathed at the edge of infinity
So in the moment my steps move me Parallel  in time

Why would I want my mind to create a pathway,  a door;

The journey is infinite and I release to the unknowing 
Sensing a grander experience is what I can not name what I already am not 

the silence 
These rose colored glasses
I wear
Gift
Seeing everything as joy
Learning to live the lessons
Like a fine meal
To Love
And I am 

Kmg 2021

Kmg

Saturday, September 18, 2021

Heading to Assisi

 My meditation this trip

Here in Assisi 
Amongst brothers sisters saints and preachers of the word and gospel - children of god sharing the message of love

Brings me to meditate on discernment -  loving so full heartedly as a child entering the kingdom of love thru love

And thru my work and my personal life I must meditate on discernment 
Keeping energy to just sit with god

And light around me for the strength and space around me for the time to do so

In love I denounce worldly judgements



Kmg

Saturday, September 11, 2021

A place for the pain

 May the road rise to meet you

May the wind be always on your back

May the sunshine warm your face

The rains fall soft upon your home

May the love in my heart be released 

To gods love

And may you be held in the palm of his hands


In this there is my goodbye 👋 


Kmg 


Monday, September 6, 2021

Forte de marmi

 Shutters already wide and welcoming

The fresh morning air that rolls
In from the sea infront of me

I breathe deep the smells of bread baking just above my window and Europe is alive in me is me this moment

I exchange music 🎵daily 
 started on the Camino a song 
friendship and connection 
That arrives today 
to share the start of my italian journey

Grateful for life in gods grace


Monday, August 30, 2021

Gibran epilogue

 


 

Author(s)

Kahlil Gibran

Categories

Spirituality

Image
Kahlil Gibran 
The Prophet by Kahil Gibran  

And now it was evening. 

And Almitra the seeress said, "Blessed be this day and this place and your spirit that has spoken."

And he answered, Was it I who spoke? Was I not also a listener? 

Then he descended the steps of the Temple and all the people followed him. And he reached his ship and stood upon the deck.

And facing the people again, he raised his voice and said: 

People of Orphalese, the wind bids me leave you. 

Less hasty am I than the wind, yet I must go. 

We wanderers, ever seeking the lonelier way, begin no day where we have ended another day; and no sunrise finds us where sunset left us.

Even while the earth sleeps we travel. 

We are the seeds of the tenacious plant, and it is in our ripeness and our fullness of heart that we are given to the wind and are scattered.

Brief were my days among you, and briefer still the words I have spoken. 

But should my voice fade in your ears, and my love vanish in your memory, then I will come again,

And with a richer heart and lips more yielding to the spirit will I speak. 

Yea, I shall return with the tide, 

And though death may hide me, and the greater silence enfold me, yet again will I seek your understanding.

And not in vain will I seek. 

If aught I have said is truth, that truth shall reveal itself in a clearer voice, and in words more kin to your thoughts.

I go with the wind, people of Orphalese, but not down into emptiness; 

And if this day is not a fulfillment of your needs and my love, then let it be a promise till another day. Know therefore, that from the greater silence I shall return.

The mist that drifts away at dawn, leaving but dew in the fields, shall rise and gather into a cloud and then fall down in rain.

And not unlike the mist have I been. 

In the stillness of the night I have walked in your streets, and my spirit has entered your houses,

And your heart-beats were in my heart, and your breath was upon my face, and I knew you all.

Ay, I knew your joy and your pain, and in your sleep your dreams were my dreams.

And oftentimes I was among you a lake among the mountains. 

I mirrored the summits in you and the bending slopes, and even the passing flocks of your thoughts and your desires.

And to my silence came the laughter of your children in streams, and the longing of your youths in rivers.

And when they reached my depth the streams and the rivers ceased not yet to sing.

But sweeter still than laughter and greater than longing came to me. 

It was boundless in you; 

The vast man in whom you are all but cells and sinews; 

He in whose chant all your singing is but a soundless throbbing. 

It is in the vast man that you are vast, 

And in beholding him that I beheld you and loved you. 

For what distances can love reach that are not in that vast sphere? 

What visions, what expectations and what presumptions can outsoar that flight?

Like a giant oak tree covered with apple blossoms is the vast man in you. 

His mind binds you to the earth, his fragrance lifts you into space, and in his durability you are deathless.

You have been told that, even like a chain, you are as weak as your weakest link.

This is but half the truth. You are also as strong as your strongest link. 

To measure you by your smallest deed is to reckon the power of ocean by the frailty of its foam.

To judge you by your failures is to cast blame upon the seasons for their inconsistency.

Ay, you are like an ocean, 

And though heavy-grounded ships await the tide upon your shores, yet, even like an ocean, you cannot hasten your
tides.

And like the seasons you are also, 

And though in your winter you deny your spring, 

Yet spring, reposing within you, smiles in her drowsiness and is not offended.

Think not I say these things in order that you may say the one to the other, "He praised us well. He saw but the good in
us."

I only speak to you in words of that which you yourselves know in thought. 

And what is word knowledge but a shadow of wordless knowledge? 

Your thoughts and my words are waves from a sealed memory that keeps records of our yesterdays,

And of the ancient days when the earth knew not us nor herself, 

And of nights when earth was upwrought with confusion, 

Wise men have come to you to give you of their wisdom. I came to take of your wisdom:

And behold I have found that which is greater than wisdom. 

It is a flame spirit in you ever gathering more of itself, 

While you, heedless of its expansion, bewail the withering of your days. 

It is life in quest of life in bodies that fear the grave. 

There are no graves here. 

These mountains and plains are a cradle and a stepping-stone. 

Whenever you pass by the field where you have laid your ancestors look well thereupon, and you shall see yourselves
and your children dancing hand in hand.

Verily you often make merry without knowing. 

Others have come to you to whom for golden promises made unto your faith you have given but riches and power and
glory.

Less than a promise have I given, and yet more generous have you been to me. 

You have given me deeper thirsting after life. 

Surely there is no greater gift to a man than that which turns all his aims into parching lips and all life into a fountain.

And in this lies my honour and my reward, - 

That whenever I come to the fountain to drink I find the living water itself thirsty;

And it drinks me while I drink it. 

Some of you have deemed me proud and over-shy to receive gifts. 

To proud indeed am I to receive wages, but not gifts. 

And though I have eaten berries among the hill when you would have had me sit at your board,

And slept in the portico of the temple where you would gladly have sheltered me,

Yet was it not your loving mindfulness of my days and my nights that made food sweet to my mouth and girdled my sleep
with visions?

For this I bless you most: 

You give much and know not that you give at all. 

Verily the kindness that gazes upon itself in a mirror turns to stone, 

And a good deed that calls itself by tender names becomes the parent to a curse.

And some of you have called me aloof, and drunk with my own aloneness, 

And you have said, "He holds council with the trees of the forest, but not with men.

He sits alone on hill-tops and looks down upon our city." 

True it is that I have climbed the hills and walked in remote places. 

How could I have seen you save from a great height or a great distance? 

How can one be indeed near unless he be far? 

And others among you called unto me, not in words, and they said, 

Stranger, stranger, lover of unreachable heights, why dwell you among the summits where eagles build their nests?

Why seek you the unattainable? 

What storms would you trap in your net, 

And what vaporous birds do you hunt in the sky? 

Come and be one of us. 

Descend and appease your hunger with our bread and quench your thirst with our wine."

In the solitude of their souls they said these things; 

But were their solitude deeper they would have known that I sought but the secret of your joy and your pain,

And I hunted only your larger selves that walk the sky. 

But the hunter was also the hunted: 

For many of my arrows left my bow only to seek my own breast. 

And the flier was also the creeper; 

For when my wings were spread in the sun their shadow upon the earth was a turtle.

And I the believer was also the doubter; 

For often have I put my finger in my own wound that I might have the greater belief in you and the greater knowledge of
you.

And it is with this belief and this knowledge that I say, 

You are not enclosed within your bodies, nor confined to houses or fields. 

That which is you dwells above the mountain and roves with the wind. 

It is not a thing that crawls into the sun for warmth or digs holes into darkness for safety,

But a thing free, a spirit that envelops the earth and moves in the ether. 

If this be vague words, then seek not to clear them. 

Vague and nebulous is the beginning of all things, but not their end, 

And I fain would have you remember me as a beginning. 

Life, and all that lives, is conceived in the mist and not in the crystal. 

And who knows but a crystal is mist in decay? 

This would I have you remember in remembering me: 

That which seems most feeble and bewildered in you is the strongest and most determined.

Is it not your breath that has erected and hardened the structure of your bones?

And is it not a dream which none of you remember having dreamt that building your city and fashioned all there is in it?

Could you but see the tides of that breath you would cease to see all else, 

And if you could hear the whispering of the dream you would hear no other sound.

But you do not see, nor do you hear, and it is well. 

The veil that clouds your eyes shall be lifted by the hands that wove it, 

And the clay that fills your ears shall be pierced by those fingers that kneaded it.

And you shall see 

And you shall hear. 

Yet you shall not deplore having known blindness, nor regret having been deaf.

For in that day you shall know the hidden purposes in all things, 

And you shall bless darkness as you would bless light. 

After saying these things he looked about him, and he saw the pilot of his ship standing by the helm and gazing now at the
full sails and now at the distance.

And he said: 

Patient, over-patient, is the captain of my ship. 

The wind blows, and restless are the sails; 

Even the rudder begs direction; 

Yet quietly my captain awaits my silence. 

And these my mariners, who have heard the choir of the greater sea, they too have heard me patiently.

Now they shall wait no longer. 

I am ready. 

The stream has reached the sea, and once more the great mother holds her son against her breast.

Fare you well, people of Orphalese. 

This day has ended. 

It is closing upon us even as the water-lily upon its own tomorrow. 

What was given us here we shall keep, 

And if it suffices not, then again must we come together and together stretch our hands unto the giver.

Forget not that I shall come back to you. 

A little while, and my longing shall gather dust and foam for another body. 

A little while, a moment of rest upon the wind, and another woman shall bear me.

Farewell to you and the youth I have spent with you. 

It was but yesterday we met in a dream. 

You have sung to me in my aloneness, and I of your longings have built a tower in the sky.

But now our sleep has fled and our dream is over, and it is no longer dawn. 

The noontide is upon us and our half waking has turned to fuller day, and we must part.

If in the twilight of memory we should meet once more, we shall speak again together and you shall sing to me a deeper
song.

And if our hands should meet in another dream, we shall build another tower in the sky.

So saying he made a signal to the seamen, and straightaway they weighed anchor and cast the ship loose from its
moorings, and they moved eastward.

And a cry came from the people as from a single heart, and it rose the dusk and was carried out over the sea like a great
trumpeting.

Only Almitra was silent, gazing after the ship until it had vanished into the mist.

And when all the people were dispersed she still stood alone upon the sea-wall, remembering in her heart his saying:

"A little while, a moment of rest upon the wind, and another woman shall bear me."

Tuesday, May 11, 2021

posted february

 

Thought comes in and creates 

A paradox of all surroundings 

I shake my head  head  to

Refocus vision to just ahead

 

Snap im here moving to the caribbean sea here im staying-  - im

Buying a horse‎- a dog _ two dogs

 

Snap im home and loving my house and my city spiking a million projects all in graceful form‎ all connected to the love of my lifeline of six I birthed- 

 

Snap im loving my lover im in full service to life to adventure to laughter 

 

Snap im in my flat shoes and long dresses with my hospital binder walking the halls of the green berg pavilion

 

Snap. My happy feet are dancing in my emerittes  cabin as I travel to my Indian family and my devotion to seva.

 

And there is great freedom to know it is all the same

 

- that I am the same. 

 

And preference like the night always comes with a dream that we awake to in the morning

 

'kmg2021'

Friday, January 29, 2021

sdq

With song I dance around a new room
As I say goodbye to my daughter I mov e to a new space not one without her this one after...

And I think ahhh home here home there home in the rv home in mansion home in mexico home in casa...

I think how it's home where the heart is
With kids off in their lands and no one to love outside I rotate and‎ reflect on how to deepen my gift-

Lord hear my prayers- I know not what is best for me I know clearly my purpose I am a healer a crusader for Christ in the
Is world for ears that can hear.

Amen

Sent from my BlackBerry 10 smartphone.

prose sdq

 ‎There is a certain presence 

That my eyes will look though
That might deeply connect me to
My breathe and the nature and sounds
Around me

And that same gracious gift I receive of fullbess of gods loved child It seperates me
As eyes that can see see far ahead of words and inside this moment of being

And I give love to this moment of being as if my born identity 

And I sleep alone.....

Lord we thank you for your being for your forgivess and or your son Jesus Christ who hold the sins of man within us and ding on the cross is within us too through you and in you so we can live...

Amen

Sunday, January 24, 2021

generosity of spirit

 generous

of heart 

of spirit 

of giving


its a gift to be the vessel to open forth in seva


a grand gesture awaits as i release more into the university of my days 


the lady guard who opens a shortcut to the kissing of sunrise and the embrace of the beloved


awaits 


the coffee i golf cart thru with and prepare every morning from a thermal pouring us two cups


no words

almost apparent this is my duty 

and i thank her with my silence yet take in a humbling breathe


gatekeeper to humanity

good morning


kmg2021



🦋KMG🦋

Tuesday, January 19, 2021

great man great quote

 

To quote Theodore Roosevelt:
“It is not the critic who counts; not the man who points out how the strong man stumbles, or where the doer of deeds could have done them better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood; who strives valiantly; who errs, who comes short again and again, because there is no effort without error and shortcoming; but who does actually strive to do the deeds; who knows great enthusiasms, the great devotions; who spends himself in a worthy cause; who at the best knows in the end the triumph of high achievement, and who at the worst, if he fails, at least fails while daring greatly, so that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who neither know victory nor defeat.”

KMG

morning

frost is seen across the flat manicured plains of the golf course the sun rises
the wind blows
lawnmowers and birds hmmm 
til there is silence