It's is the hard decisions and the sacrifices we‎ make that bring us to the lord

For before god how menial to pitty my‎ sufferings and praise the smallest of birds that sings seaside here in this resort I have been planted

What has changed- here I am to worship here I am to bow down here I am to say that ur my god.

And there is loss and there is joy and there is loniless and their is pain... and there are also moments of extreme bliss and deep deep inner peace.... as they are moments when tears fall pumped by hearts joy and blinded by earth in my bubble of heaven on it...

Pray for me as I open my mouth to speak only what I know. Pray for me all I can not know. Pray for me heavenly thoughts- pray to connect my spirit to the spirit of god- the warrior for christs redemtion the handmaid for the children and the love for those on the side of the road- pray thru me compassion and foegiveness‎ even if it be thru forgetfulness a most valiant  tool...

Amen‎