And the prayer is no prayer as I bow my head humble servant grateful for the movement of the wind coddling me my mother of nature and astonished by the growing waves that crash infront of me powerful father of the seas and my breathe that gasps as my soul is faith --- let me lay hands and heal- let my eyes reflect your love on earth as it is in heaven,,, let the healing me unveiled faith from within another as I pray for it within myself. Let me bring into my consciousness only you and another to join in your grace... amen

And the prayer is no prayer as I bow my head humble servant grateful for the movement of the wind coddling me my mother of nature and astonished by the growing waves that crash infront of me powerful father of the seas and my breathe that gasps as my soul is faith --- let me lay hands and heal- let my eyes reflect your love on earth as it is in heaven,,, let the healing me unveiled faith from within another as I pray for it within myself. Let me bring into my consciousness only you and another to join in your grace... amen

I have never seen so many rainbows as I have seen and walked through this year. Father thank you grasps me as I am that child so loved by such beauty bestowed infront of me- in color- the curve of my hope the radiance of my faith- everlasting and everlasting--- amen

Prose

What is the subject--- a twinkle in the mists of the sea- the shining of the sun on me and out between the clouds infront of me-but as I turn around towards the house I can also feel the light from each bedroom where my children sleep here in the caribbean on spring break- and my belly weeps in grateful-

And I share rilke

""Right in the difficult we must have our joys, our happiness, our dreams: there against the depth of this background, they stand out, there for the first time we see how beautiful they are." ― Rainer Maria Rilke"

Spiritually I have become a reflection- my work deepens to include more- my darkness I can sit in as well so it's a comfortable place to share with another- I love every one so much it hurts when I want to fill the human love of me---and I live less in this world but offer something so prenouned- that my aging becomes‎ an allowance - my memory is now forgiving and I need it not for this moment to receive anything worth creating a new platform for. ...I have a deep new understanding that god is my mother and father... and how a new memory forms from being that child in my bedroom on my knees and as I prayed to be blind cause I wanted a blind dog-- he loved me enought o not answer that prayer so I accept the cup of this day and drink deep with all that it includes and there is a peace... alone in myself that sits for hours- and the days pass peacefully

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K

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Einstein

The intuitive mind is a sacred gift, and the rational mind is a faithful servant. We have created a world that honors the servant, but has forgotten the gift. 

Einstein 

Ponder

Religious founders so often experience their spiritual transformation by leaving human society and going into the wilderness. Following his baptism, Jesus went into the desert where he fasted for forty days and nights alone. Muhammad’s revelations occurred when he retreated into a cave, where he was visited by the archangel Gabriel. Perhaps the best example, however, is Gautama Buddha himself. After he left home, he lived in the forest, meditated in nature, and awakened under a tree next to a river. When Mara questioned his enlightenment, the Buddha didn’t say anything but simply touched the earth as witness to his realization. Afterward he mostly lived and taught in the natural world -- and he also died outdoors, beneath trees.

The importanceof meditating in nature is often undervalued because its implications are overlooked.

As we begin to wake up and realize that we are not separate from each other, nor from this wondrous earth, we realize that the ways we live together and relate to the earth need to be reconstructed too. That means not only social engagement as individuals helping other individuals, but finding ways to address social justice issues that confront us today. Ultimately the paths of personal transformation and social transformation are not really separate from each other. Engagement in the world is how our individual awakening blossoms, and how contemplative practices such as meditation ground our activism, transforming it into a spiritual path.

My wants. Even after I write it I know that they will for Nevis greater than anything I can want

Someone who has large hands

Who can cup them and offer them to me

To drink from

Someone who can receive in those hands the gift of trust and still have room for my vunerability and openness 

Someone who honors that I run an empire and as much and equal as I can do I need time to sit in my heart to pray and to be a child of god.( my Mary snd martha within )

And see that I am a child, a mother, a sister, a grandmother, a friend and a lover all shared with this world and honor that sharing 

I want someone to recognize this quality as my unconditional sharing in that joy to those god brings to me... too see I am notof this world because I choose not to be in Jesus name. And I want someone to love and honor 

the world that I live in....

Kmg

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KMG

Those desiring speedily to be

A refuge for themselves and others,

Should make the interchange of “I” and “other,”

And thus embrace a sacred mystery. 

All the joy the world contains

Has come through wishing happiness for others,

All the misery the world contains

Has come through wanting pleasure for oneself. 

May I be the doctor and the medicine

And may I be the nurse

For all the sick beings in the world

Until everyone is healed. 

Shantideva

Love How is it I can love YouBy Symeon the New Theologian How is it I can love You within me, yet see You from afar?How is it I embrace You within myself, yet see You spread across the heavens?You know. You alone. You, who made this mystery, You who shinelike the sun in my breast, You who shine in my material heart, immaterially.