Matthee 6-8

God knows what you need before you ask him"

And linear time is earth time so maybe the gift already was. Shall we not say a greatest glory of love, of spirit, of birth already was and your blessed with a knowing, must the veils burn off thru a suffering that bring us only closer to you, only but a heart whose human being can receive more light, 

Oh lord how the suffering blessed me with awful grace to know it has already ended on the cross so now I can live.

God is great

God is good

And in Christ's name I humbly await your calling,. Annoint me, find me as I bow in waiting only...

I pray as Solomon prayed lord let it be but knowledge of you that I am in you and u are in me that I pray for this existance to be but worthy as servant, Christ's teaching the body and blood I east and drink to be reborn in spirit, send my spirit thru the winds in thy will, not my will and I will be blessed in you.

Amen