I see on the prayer cushion jesus standing in the temple, and he spoke to mattrew and the pharaci saying "you pharaci pray that u are not like the tax collectors and sinners and you matthew pray. To our lord, have mercy on me, I am a sinner, ....in Jesus name the prayer is lord have mercy as my ears and heart are always open in your love, the speaking ego will always be there, you become my savior when I accept fully there is more in u. Amen