Today In silence I think deeply of someone I love who 

Who lives with us, year after year

Taking weekends off- dedicating her life

To our family

To sending home money

Sleeps alone, no friends, No husband

No security, and I cry into grateful for her

And how my every interaction with her should

Be to help and understand and support 

Sometimes, shamefully I think I don't always

Se her whole picture financialy

The passage;

If you will simpy, freely, give

The lord ur soul and then step back

Detached from all things

Free and alone before him

You will be the happiest person upon the earth

If you enter into this fellowship then forget every care and every thought put off yourself so that the love of God may live within your soul

The more the believer puts off his self life, the more he makes room for innter solitude with god

I believe as god is love there for me love in putting aside the ego and opening to another person unconditionally and vunerability and sexually - becomes the narrow gate to step into the flowing space of inner.....

It's the trinity of heaven on earth. Grounded in me and god I touch it in love and gods trinity with my brother, my neighbor, my friend, my lover, my soul -mate. 

Amen