Sunday, August 27, 2017

Rufus wakes in heaven. He is free from suffering as his body was failing him. He outlived any average dogs life- because he was so loved. And now he is not falling down the stairs but a
hopping puppy in heaven - as he gave us sooo much love----- and you loved him so much u all gave him a very beautiful life....now he sleeps in peace.... and no more pain.... thank u children for loving him so.... Let's keep loving him and never forget rufus.... amen

Saturday, August 26, 2017

Sitting seaside
Waves crash on to a darken sunrise 
The birds know they will soar in the light
They wistle praise along side the crickets whose
Blanket sounds just always is- I hear it all

But only when my ears are open. 
I sit along the seaside and think how soon
There will be something else. And I think be jesus

All these thoughts coming in of move and change
They are incoming missles bursting upon the glorious chance to just be jesus and give that breathe unto the sea, the wind, forward non thinking shielding thoughts that mean nothing to give then the space need made available to be jesus

To be love
To give lve this cloudy day
To blow on the world this space as it blows thru me.

Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they shall be filled- (matt.)‎

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Tuesday, August 22, 2017

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“Carry each other’s burdens, and in this way you will fulfill the law of Christ.”
 Galatians 6:2

Prayer
  Yahweh, let us be Christ to someone today.  To those who need love, let us love; to those who need encouragement, let us encourage; to those who need prayer, let us pray; to those who need a listener, let us listen. Give us the courage to reach out to those who are burdened and need Your strength
Amen

Friday, August 18, 2017

Infinite beauty
Infininite love
Kissed by the sunrise
From heaven above

Sing to the beauty
Sing to the light
Sing to the sunrise
Sing to Christ's light.‎

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Wednesday, August 16, 2017

The faith in the asking is the gift-

Shall we pray- pray the silent crying breathe yearning for healing under repentance thru christ in a knowing "your faith will make u well (john. )

Themptying of it all to the knowing, the pray in that faith is the asking " would your own father give u a stone "(matthew) 

"And your right hand can heal you"‎ (matthew) can it not be the prayer of faith. The prayer of healing and in the right hand, holding thy neighbor one touches that faith in the trinity of healing"

I pray to chaplain and offer a faith to open and if it looks another way, there is connection as the prayer.

Amen
For me there is always the cross in the sunrise- I can know others might see the shining lighted path to shiva! I can know the crashing waves to me praise our Lord christ, I can also know those same waves to others are the cleansing chant of the shmah, by the red year next year in jerusalem"

And while my silence is a Meer hour or two lesson in self I can also know that the monks at the monastary spend their lifetime here....

I always thought of the monks at the monastary in theoligical terms as the few good men. Abraham begs god if he can find just 10 good men in sodom so he won't distroy the city.

I like to think they are still there, gathered in Abrahams asking, the holy ones who hold space...so I can experience this moment



Tuesday, August 15, 2017

Chaplain

Faith is love- and love is healing
Even if it's not healing to the end
It's peace offered in the process
Even for a moment- 

As a chaplain I would like to bring faith out, whether iit be in a love story you listen to or a horror living or already lived- beyond that story is the strongest of woman and the brightest of man- so can faith be a guided conversation as to what lies inside another.
And when you can tap into that deeper being- you tap into love for themselves and u tap into.... faith...

And if it becomes prayer- grace be that prayer we can pray together and if it doesnt- the prayer of love for thy neughbor shines thru me without the words....

Amen ‎

Aside the stillness 
The water receives a light
Mot unto itself but as a path
"Oh Peter. Where is ur faith" (mt.)
When Peter lost the path of walking on the light
Just because it is light- the path the light to reach towards christ"
He fell in.... and what but the faith of love
Stretched out a right hand and saved him....

Amen

Monday, August 14, 2017

The sluggard’s craving will be the death of him, because his hands refuse to work.” 
Proverbs 21:25

Prayer
  King of Glory, all work is ordained by You no matterwhere it is you place in our hearts the desire to serve u in works, by our faith. Our work is important simply because You said that it is.by placing us where we can serve our neughbor -  Let us work with diligence and excellence in whatever work You have given us,
because we honor You by offering our prescense in faith. To all sentient beings. 

Amen

Thursday, August 10, 2017

In Jesus name I pray, I pray to breathe in the knowing, which is the faith, that I am a daughter,- mother child of God, I pray as this child that I have the holy spirit of truth descend into me whole being to receive the words, in Jesus name, to speak of you and thru u in the hospital., to have the health and light clean body to walk the halls, in Jesus name I pray to be in service to be in you, to cast o🐜🚨ut demons, in Jesus name for I am not a diciple, but a servant with my feet bowl of water . My hair to wipe the cleaning annointing oil in reflection of this sunrise.... the same one that touched the blessin virgin Mary and she born word made flesh your son the christ. I pray christ desend upon me so I mau live heaven on earth- amen

Wednesday, August 9, 2017

Today In silence I think deeply of someone I love who 
Who lives with us, year after year
Taking weekends off- dedicating her life
To our family
To sending home money
Sleeps alone, no friends, No husband
No security, and I cry into grateful for her
And how my every interaction with her should
Be to help and understand and support 
Sometimes, shamefully I think I don't always
Se her whole picture financialy

The passage;

If you will simpy, freely, give
The lord ur soul and then step back
Detached from all things
Free and alone before him
You will be the happiest person upon the earth

If you enter into this fellowship then forget every care and every thought put off yourself so that the love of God may live within your soul

The more the believer puts off his self life, the more he makes room for innter solitude with god

I believe as god is love there for me love in putting aside the ego and opening to another person unconditionally and vunerability and sexually - becomes the narrow gate to step into the flowing space of inner.....

It's the trinity of heaven on earth. Grounded in me and god I touch it in love and gods trinity with my brother, my neighbor, my friend, my lover, my soul -mate. 

Amen



Evening, rain, silence, joy. I believe that, where the Lord sees the small point of poverty, extenuation, helplessness which is the heart of a monk after very long and very dry celebrations in choir, when He sees the point of indigence to which this one is reduced, He Himself cannot refuse to enter into this anguish, to take flesh in it so to speak, making it instantly a small seed of infinite joy and peace and solitude in the world. There is for me no sense, no truth in anything that elaborately contrives to hide this precious poverty, this seed of tears which is also the seed of true joy. Demonstrations and distractions that try to take one away from this are futile. They can become infidelities if they are eagerly sought. I may speak to others only in so far as I address myself to this same small spark of truth and sorrow in them, to help resolve their doubts, to assuage their anguish, to lighten their grief by helping them to be strong in this same small spark of exhaustion in which the Lord becomes their wisdom and their life forever.

What else do the Psalms talk about but this?

It is in the very nature of our monastic office to bring us to this simplicity and sobriety of heart.


Merton 


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The unending nature of our poverty as human beings is our only innate treasure. We are unlimited indigence since our very self-possession, the integrity and lucidity of our coming-to-Being, spring not from ourselves but from the intangible mystery of God. The ultimate meaning of being human is hidden in God. A human being is the ecstatic appearance of Being, and becoming fully human is an ever growing appropriation of this ectasis of Being. This demands an attentive receptivity and obedient assent to the total claim and inescapable quandary that the mystery of God poses to our human existence. 


Johannes Baptist Metz


I don't know
what he sees, but I return

his gaze. 
I return all of it, all

of what he offers, and all 
that he cannot,

not questioning, will it stay
or, is it true?  I simply reach across 

thought's threshold,
toward

what light reflects 

from the sea that joins. 






Ailish Hopper 









gibran teachings on wisdom

She said, “You desire, O mortal, to view this world through the eyes of a god, and wish to comprehend the mysteries of the world to come by means of your human intellect; and this is the utmost folly. Go out into the open country, and you will find the bee hovering over flowers and the eagle picking apart its prey. Enter the house of your neighbor, and you will see a child bedazzled by the fire's rays, while the mother busies herself with housework. Imitate the bee and do not spend the days of spring gazing upon the deeds of the eagle. Be as the child and delight in the flame's brightness, and pay no heed to your mother and her affairs.
“All that you see was and is for your sake. The numerous books, uncanny markings, and beautiful thoughts are the ghosts of souls who preceded you. The speech they weave is a link between you and your human siblings. The consequences that cause sorrow and rapture are the seeds that the past has sown in the field of the soul, and by which the future shall profit... This youth who plays with your desires is the very same person who opened the door of your heart so as to flood it with light. This earth with its gaping maw is the one who delivers you from bondage to your body. This world that hastens you is your heart, and your heart is all that you conceive of as a world. The person you consider ignorant and insignificant is the one who came from God, that he might learn bliss from grief and knowledge from gloom.”
Wisdom placed her hand on my feverish forehead and said, “Advance and never halt, for advancing is perfection. Advance and do not fear the thorns in the path, for they draw only corrupt blood.”

Jesus teacher the "works" bear witness of me..
(john.)


Sunday, August 6, 2017

........wasn't it John Luther who took out James 2.2 saying it is faith alone as a path. The catholic divide is 2.2 that faith alone, belief alone is not it... always it's a trinity here being faith and works and love...

Messages of faith and works so strong as I pray for worka and being of service and listening to being called to the hospital....

Amen

Thursday, August 3, 2017

The language of grief is foreign yet universal and I feel as I share wiht one. I can share with all because we all have our own journeys and I am but a vessel to hold space and reflect
And I offer.....

The sense, the reality, of the loss is enormous."

And isn't it also enormous the‎ time and presence that you tapped into, the fear and love that you felt, shared, always with a pulling towards death, being imminent and  another towards love just the way it had to be..

I understand grieving, and while I can not know yours, I feel between the words the sadness and the forgiving, that she had to go....

And the gift...of what she has left in you, or is it more like a seed,. That while nurturing will include her inside of you as it grows. ?

I am here..

Karen

Wednesday, August 2, 2017

You work that you may keep pace with
the earth and the soul of the earth.
For to be idle is to become a stranger unto the seasons,
and to step out of life's procession, that marches in majesty
and proud submission towards the infinite.
When you work you are a flute through
whose heart the whispering of the hours
turns to music.
Which of you would be a reed, dumb and silent,
When all else sings together in unison?
Always you have been told that work is
a curse and labour a misfortune.
But I say to you that when you work you fulfil
a part of earth's furthest dream, assigned to you
when the dream was born,
And in keeping yourself with labour you
are in truth loving life,
And to love life's labour is to be intimate
with life's innermost secret.
But if in your pain you would call birth an affliction
and the support of the flesh a curse
written upon your brow,
than I answer that naught but the sweat of your brow
shall wash away that which is written,
You have been told that life is darkness,
and in your weariness you echo what
was said by the weary.
And I say that life is indeed a darkness
save when there is urge.
And all urge is blind save when there is knowledge,
And all knowledge is vain save when there is work,
And all work is empty save when there is love;
And when you work with love you bind
yourself to yourself, and to one another,
and to God.
And what is it to work with love?
It is to weave the cloth with threads drawn
from your own heart,
even as if your beloved
were to wear that cloth.
It is to build a house with affection, even as if your beloved
were to dwell in that house.
It is to sow seeds with tenderness and
reap the harvest with joy, even as if your beloved
were to eat the fruit.
It is to charge all things you fashion
with a breath of your own spirit,
And to know that all the blessed dead
are standing about you and watching.
Often have I heard you say, as if speaking in sleep,
"He who works in marble, and finds the shape
of his own soul in the stone,
is nobler that he who ploughs the soil.
And he who seizes the rainbow to lay it on a
cloth in the likeness of man, is more
than he who makes the sandals for our feet."
But I say, not in sleep but in the over- wakefulness of noontide,
that the wind speaks not more sweetly to the giant oaks
than to the least of all the blades of grass.
And he alone is great who turns the voice
of the wind into a song made sweeter by
his own loving.
Work is love made visible
And if you cannot work with love but only
with distaste, it is better that you should
leave your work and sit at the gate of the
temple and take alms of those who work with joy..
For if you bake bread with indifference
you bake a bitter bread that feeds but half
man's hunger
And if you grudge the crushing of the
grapes, your grudge distills a poison in the wine
And if you sing though as angels,and
love not the singing, you muffle man's ears
to the voices of the day and the voices of
the night.

Kahlil Gibran's book, published in 1923 is especially relevant and  helpful
for these times and is a wonderful gift for yourself or a loved one.
"The Prophet"

For I feel like a little child- I can't see my face but the shining of hair, as I was as a child with no cares or concerns....just in love- Jesus taught us we must be like little children who can be loved, by their fatrher---so the duality is to open the heart to be loved so deeply enough that all you want to do is give love in return....
For I feel like a little child- I can't see my face but the shining of hair, as I was as a child with no cares or concerns....just in love- Jesus taught us we must be like little children who can be loved, by their fatrher---so the duality is to open the heart to be loved so deeply enough that all you want to do is give love in return....

For me I share in that love in the hospital rooms t
Today after listening to revelations I say simply " cast out demons in Jesus name for what goes into a man doesn't defile him, but what comes out of a man defiles him, and what but demons would have the mind and body do one thing, and the heart another.. Cast of demons of control and fear, fear of death I have not for with you is life, cast out these fears and live with me in holy spirit...fear of loniless  as ill never rest in enough god until I do." I pray not for myself but so that you can be in me and I can be in your the grace to be a healer- I will serve and heal and love, I pray to be that healer , allow your light to cast out demons of sickness and pain so that the sufferings end is to your glory, glory of the only begotten son, full of grace, who the father so loves, as I love , my father, brother, husband , neighbor, friend...l. Let me love all who you put infront of me, let me heal thru you all with our faith That will make us well. Amen 

Tuesday, August 1, 2017

..‎no man can reviel to u ought that lies half asleep in the dawning of ur knowledge.....let me give not of my wisdom, but of my faith...and lovingness... let me lead u to the thresshold of ur own mind.... walk u towards the door where we can enter together and learned be to me my own awakening as I watch you move along forward and bid you onward...."

Praise be to god
Sings from my lips
In a tune that church's know....
This is the church of life
And I gather now with the sea
Vast sea who gives blanket to the sunrise
To the earth
To me.........

Swaddled my toes and she covers them
I become one with the sand 
My arms stretch out to the trees
And I breathe.....my baptism in the spirit

I am this bird- I fly and all under me becoms the blessing of all above. 

I take in the light of the sunrise
And stretch out my hands to hold this healing
Within my touch,"tell no one but go ur way"

And there is a gasp, I take in breathe and like a fishhook if pulls emotion from me....the beauty so intense my lips must quicker asi release the air..."do not turn away" ‎
Kmg2017