Prose kmg 2013

It must be the universe wanting to always begin, spinning its light where its
meant to shine, and darknest falls on the desolate, waters are crashing on
shores far away, and turquoise  waves are glistening the same moon now backdrop
to the morning dawn.....

The clouds, are they pink, or is that the candle that warms my face so 
irredescence   glows all around me

Prayer kmg 2013

In scriptures, jesus cries, I speak plainly, so many times he tell us we can not
hear him....

Pray for ears that can hear, hearts that can be warmed and love to come thy
way......

This is the narrow gate, pray only to hear the call, past all worldly things,
take up that cross, if need be, bear with unbearable compassion for
all in this world....

Be the greatest part of who you are !

Have a great day !!!
-k

ST JOHN OF THE CROSS

The way of perfection and negation  of ones own will
...St john of the cross

He speaks....and I listen....
"
And many of these would have god will that which they themselves will
And are fretful in having to will that which he wills, and find it repugnant to
accommodate their will  to that  of god, hence it happens to them that often
times where that wherein they find not their own will and pleasure is not the
will of god that on the other hand when they themselves find satisfaction , that
is the will of god, thus they measure god by themselves and not themselves by
god,  acting quite contrarily  to that which he himself taught in the gospel...

"That he who should loose his will for his sake, the same
Should gain it, and he who should desire to gain it, the same  should loose it"

Post Prose 2013 kmg

Reality is beautifully decorated;
 it is full of desirables,

 a magical land.

 The various passions burst
forth as brilliant awareness,

And yet deeper into the holy words I hear only to release all desires, as  they
are a pull from grace..

Post prose

Thought I ponder is to let go of the idea that what desires might want to
manifest has not to be done or felt on our schedule, "infinate patience produces
immediate results "

Prayer kmg 2013

Dear lord-
Lead me....bring me into the light of clear love, I take comfort in u, I trust
in u, who abandons not those a humble heart...

I fold my hands and dedicate this day to u, in silence, in contemplation, I lay
down the stories of my human life, for I know not why there are upon me, but I
take heed that they have purpose, and u soften the edges I travel with angels
who sing to me from afar. And take me to high places.

I pray for all those suffering that this silence, this prayer may raise goodness
and open hearts around the world, as we , who pray together, come together in u,
thru u , with u....I am .....

Amen

Prayer

“May the Lord direct your hearts into God’s love and Christ’s perseverance.”
 2 Thessalonians 3:5

The prayer is to be godly on this worldly plane, to be in silence or doing with
the open heart of humanity always amongst us...
Lead us into a deeper relationship with You, let us bear fruit in every good
work and remove the obstacles that get in the way.
Amen
 

Prayer

And jesus says love ur enemies,in the beautitudes he says turn the other cheek
also, I can see when u love those who don't  love you, u open compassion for
them, in them! you save them from retaliating in response to what they see as
their reflection! You protect others from having to experience the results of
giving you harm...

The rinpoche says 'thus by practicing patience, besides creating the cause of
happiness for yourself,  in this and future lives, you help others to experience
happiness in this and future lives.....

The absense of harm, their not receiving harm from, is peace...
What is received from me is happiness...

What I will give to all us happiness......

Amen !

Prose 2013

The doors of perception  open
What was hidden has been revealed

The psalms and gospels  are singing themselves, on their own and I hear....

Oh blessed lord, share  the tears of prayer and the cloud of unknowing 

Come to me
Enter me
I await such silence where in the love of my neighbor we meet in the circle 
above of the temple in snowmass at tne benedictine monastary in colorado,

and outside ourselves,

I dedicate this time to prayer , to deepen what is already within

It is myself, I see and a thousand colors swirling in liquid light

I am where the sun sets below the clouds hung by a thread  from its oceans  moon

I wave my hands mountain top, I spin around and repent  in dust and ashes, I 
roll into the dirt, sagegrass passes me,  I bow my head and receive communion 
amongst the 'good' in  the world, holy men,  who offer  a their life as a  
praise to the glory of god........

QUOTES

"Our task must be to free ourselves by widening our circle of compassion to
embrace all living creatures and the whole of nature and its beauty." -
Albert Einstein

"It was easy to love God in all that was beautiful. The lessons of deeper
knowledge, though, instructed me to embrace God in all things." - St Francis
of Assisi.

"To find God, you must welcome everything." - Rabindranath Tagor

"There is nothing either good or bad but thinking makes it so." - William
Shakespeare

"Put yourself first, just sometimes, in what is important to you, in what makes 
you feel good, in what you want, and the world will fall in place around you 
-k.gruber

Gospels 2013

"You have heard that it was said to those of old, 
U should love ur neighbor and hate ur ememy, but I say to u
Love ur ememys, bless those who curse u, do good to those who hate u and pray 
for those who spitefully use u and presecute u that u may be sons of ur father 
In heaven, for he makes his sun rise on the evil and on the good, and sends  
rain to the just and the unjust" 


I yearn, why?, for what? To be held? , to be free in laughter with a partner of 
love ? , I  think of the times when I am in nature and prayer, and love and song 
there is no doing and I am filled enough , from sunrise to sunset in those 
moments...

"You are the light of the world" 
Let me be that light to others and think not of myself, for my needs are filled 
in the giving, what can I possible want that I can't give to others and receive 
more fully, either in this life or the next....

Amen !

-k

Prose 2013

I recall the bible quote, or I try, when jesus encounters a man on the road who 
says, lord, what are the  greatest of the commandments, 
"Love thy neighbor as thyself,"
And he says lord, I have done this and followed all of them since my youth,

 tell 
me, how can I get into the kingdom of heaven,"

And jesus answered, sell all and give to the poor" at which point he is saddened 
cause he is a very rich man....

Jesus says, its harder for a camel to fit thru the eye of the needle....

.as for 
a rich man to enter the narrow gate .....

And I hear into this gospel as the dramas that pull us into the world and away 
from god, are the money....to live simply and give all your offering, to 
humanity, concerned not with is coming to onseself, but all is received to 
oneself, supported by the ever deep faith that all the love is already here !

My prayer..........

Prose kmg 2013

Balance
I balance humility
For I am small and significant to the world, what I create will flourish and 
die, as will I, I can raise light in this world, by raising the light that 
shines on those around me, and god can feel the praise of the most holy, closer 
to heaven....

May I be soft and shine that light on everyone today, as I start with my 
children ....

And let me know,to listen for that which is good and pure and hear the messages 
and intuition that come to me, yet also know I am not worthy of such........

What should I think, nothing, but grace as I prayed to hear the answer on 
another baby or not and didn't get my period this month, I bow my head to this 
grace... 

kmg prose

And the challenges are right here,

 I can be all peaceful in silence and can I be
peaceful and calm in the turmoil ?

Prose

Rely on the meaning, not the words; rely on the 

teaching, not on the
personality of the teacher;

 rely on the real meaning, not on the
provisional meaning; and rely on

 primordial awareness, not on
judgmental perceptions.

kmg

The sky illuminated that of promise

 and swaddled me with the morning blue only

the dawn can know..

Prayer

 
“By faith Abraham, when called to go to a place he would later receive as his 
inheritance, obeyed and went, even though he did not know where he was going.” 
Hebrews 11:8
 
Prayer
  dear  God,
Come to me and  give me  the faith of Abraham.  

Give us faith when You ask us to go but don’t tell us where, and when You ask us 
to give up something we love but don’t tell us why, 
and to believe You 

 Amen
 
 

Prose

I recall the bible quote, or I try, when jesus encounters a man on the road who 
says, lord, what are the  greatest of the commandments, 
"Love thy neighbor as thyself,"
And he says lord, I have done this and followed all of them since my youth, tell 
me, how can I get into the kingdom of heaven,"

And jesus answered, sell all and give to the poor" at which point he is saddened 
cause he is a very rich man....

Jesus says, its harder for a camel to fit thru the eye of the needle.....as for 
a rich man to enter the narrow gate .....

And I hear into this gospel as the dramas that pull us into the world and away 
from god, are the money....to live simply and give all your offering, to 
humanity, concerned not with is coming to onseself, but all is received to 
oneself, supported by the ever deep faith that all the love is already here !

My prayer..........

merton

Finally I am coming to the conclusion that my highest ambition is to
be what I already am. That I will never fulfill my obligation to
surpass myself unless I first accept myself -- and, if I accept myself
fully in the right way, I will already have surpassed myself. For it
is the unaccepted self that stands in my way -- and will continue to
do so long as it is not accepted. When it has been accepted, it is my
own stepping-stone to what is above me. Because this is the way man
was made by God -- and original sin was the effort to surpass oneself
by being "like God," i.e., unlike oneself. But our Godlikeness begins
at home. We must become ourselves, and stop living "beside ourselves."


Merton

The prayer

The prayer
Bless this day with your breathe of everlasting  joy and when the sun dose rise, let it rise on all you love , I breathe in now all of your creations, and I can not know how the lines were stretched upon the earth, so I repent  in your glory.......
Amen
-k

PROSE

The  journey is like walking along a winding mountain path.
Dangers, obstacles, and problems occur constantly. There are wild
animals, earthquakes, landslides, all kinds of things, but still we
continue on our journey and we are able to go beyond the obstacles.
When we finally get to the summit of the mountain, we do not celebrate
our victory. Instead of planting our  flag on the summit of
the mountain, we look down again and see a vast perspective of
mountains, rivers, meadows, woods, jungles, and plains. Once we are on
the summit of the mountain, we begin to look down, and we feel
attracted towards the panoramic quality of what we see.  From that point of 
view, our achievement is not regarded as
final but as a re-appreciation of what we have already gone through.

Appreciate all you have in your day today and all your heading towards seeing 
with vast appreciation of all that is !

-k

TEACHINGS

Things are as they are, very simply, extremely simply so. Therefore
things are unchanging, and therefore things are open as well. The
relationship between us and our world is no relationship, because such
a relationship is either there or not. We cannot manufacture a concept
or idea of relationship to make us feel better.

Ati teachings talk of enormous space. In this case, it is not space as opposed 
to a boundary, but a sense of total openness. Such openness can never be 
questioned. 

SILENCED MIND

What story is greater than the silenced mind, what possible tale will not be 
still there, if I silence and let the spirit which is more than I can know
Connect me to a greater love and silence and path that lies within me, lies with 
in you

Blessed are the poor in spirit, for they shall see god, 

For if u breathe in and feel the presence and power of that which we can not 
really know, a greater faith in the light that shines, shines on you !

Be blessed !