It's such a strong pull, it's an efortfull practice in prayer today to wash away the devil of self story while I'm in a gracious outpouring of love, gods grace within seems to need to have no self to be in. anything but compassion and all around me is to express that unconditional love and my lips quivers when I think I'm not worthy but weighing in the balance is now.... this moment and it's all love and beauty and may I walk all the days of my life, right here, right now, and prayer depth to know no different and pray, dear lord, no story can touch me outside thy will., and let thy will be done.... amen