Thursday, August 3, 2017

The language of grief is foreign yet universal and I feel as I share wiht one. I can share with all because we all have our own journeys and I am but a vessel to hold space and reflect
And I offer.....

The sense, the reality, of the loss is enormous."

And isn't it also enormous the‎ time and presence that you tapped into, the fear and love that you felt, shared, always with a pulling towards death, being imminent and  another towards love just the way it had to be..

I understand grieving, and while I can not know yours, I feel between the words the sadness and the forgiving, that she had to go....

And the gift...of what she has left in you, or is it more like a seed,. That while nurturing will include her inside of you as it grows. ?

I am here..

Karen

Wednesday, August 2, 2017

You work that you may keep pace with
the earth and the soul of the earth.
For to be idle is to become a stranger unto the seasons,
and to step out of life's procession, that marches in majesty
and proud submission towards the infinite.
When you work you are a flute through
whose heart the whispering of the hours
turns to music.
Which of you would be a reed, dumb and silent,
When all else sings together in unison?
Always you have been told that work is
a curse and labour a misfortune.
But I say to you that when you work you fulfil
a part of earth's furthest dream, assigned to you
when the dream was born,
And in keeping yourself with labour you
are in truth loving life,
And to love life's labour is to be intimate
with life's innermost secret.
But if in your pain you would call birth an affliction
and the support of the flesh a curse
written upon your brow,
than I answer that naught but the sweat of your brow
shall wash away that which is written,
You have been told that life is darkness,
and in your weariness you echo what
was said by the weary.
And I say that life is indeed a darkness
save when there is urge.
And all urge is blind save when there is knowledge,
And all knowledge is vain save when there is work,
And all work is empty save when there is love;
And when you work with love you bind
yourself to yourself, and to one another,
and to God.
And what is it to work with love?
It is to weave the cloth with threads drawn
from your own heart,
even as if your beloved
were to wear that cloth.
It is to build a house with affection, even as if your beloved
were to dwell in that house.
It is to sow seeds with tenderness and
reap the harvest with joy, even as if your beloved
were to eat the fruit.
It is to charge all things you fashion
with a breath of your own spirit,
And to know that all the blessed dead
are standing about you and watching.
Often have I heard you say, as if speaking in sleep,
"He who works in marble, and finds the shape
of his own soul in the stone,
is nobler that he who ploughs the soil.
And he who seizes the rainbow to lay it on a
cloth in the likeness of man, is more
than he who makes the sandals for our feet."
But I say, not in sleep but in the over- wakefulness of noontide,
that the wind speaks not more sweetly to the giant oaks
than to the least of all the blades of grass.
And he alone is great who turns the voice
of the wind into a song made sweeter by
his own loving.
Work is love made visible
And if you cannot work with love but only
with distaste, it is better that you should
leave your work and sit at the gate of the
temple and take alms of those who work with joy..
For if you bake bread with indifference
you bake a bitter bread that feeds but half
man's hunger
And if you grudge the crushing of the
grapes, your grudge distills a poison in the wine
And if you sing though as angels,and
love not the singing, you muffle man's ears
to the voices of the day and the voices of
the night.

Kahlil Gibran's book, published in 1923 is especially relevant and  helpful
for these times and is a wonderful gift for yourself or a loved one.
"The Prophet"

For I feel like a little child- I can't see my face but the shining of hair, as I was as a child with no cares or concerns....just in love- Jesus taught us we must be like little children who can be loved, by their fatrher---so the duality is to open the heart to be loved so deeply enough that all you want to do is give love in return....
For I feel like a little child- I can't see my face but the shining of hair, as I was as a child with no cares or concerns....just in love- Jesus taught us we must be like little children who can be loved, by their fatrher---so the duality is to open the heart to be loved so deeply enough that all you want to do is give love in return....

For me I share in that love in the hospital rooms t
Today after listening to revelations I say simply " cast out demons in Jesus name for what goes into a man doesn't defile him, but what comes out of a man defiles him, and what but demons would have the mind and body do one thing, and the heart another.. Cast of demons of control and fear, fear of death I have not for with you is life, cast out these fears and live with me in holy spirit...fear of loniless  as ill never rest in enough god until I do." I pray not for myself but so that you can be in me and I can be in your the grace to be a healer- I will serve and heal and love, I pray to be that healer , allow your light to cast out demons of sickness and pain so that the sufferings end is to your glory, glory of the only begotten son, full of grace, who the father so loves, as I love , my father, brother, husband , neighbor, friend...l. Let me love all who you put infront of me, let me heal thru you all with our faith That will make us well. Amen 

Tuesday, August 1, 2017

..‎no man can reviel to u ought that lies half asleep in the dawning of ur knowledge.....let me give not of my wisdom, but of my faith...and lovingness... let me lead u to the thresshold of ur own mind.... walk u towards the door where we can enter together and learned be to me my own awakening as I watch you move along forward and bid you onward...."

Praise be to god
Sings from my lips
In a tune that church's know....
This is the church of life
And I gather now with the sea
Vast sea who gives blanket to the sunrise
To the earth
To me.........

Swaddled my toes and she covers them
I become one with the sand 
My arms stretch out to the trees
And I breathe.....my baptism in the spirit

I am this bird- I fly and all under me becoms the blessing of all above. 

I take in the light of the sunrise
And stretch out my hands to hold this healing
Within my touch,"tell no one but go ur way"

And there is a gasp, I take in breathe and like a fishhook if pulls emotion from me....the beauty so intense my lips must quicker asi release the air..."do not turn away" ‎
Kmg2017