Under the burden

             of solitude,

under the burden

             of dissatisfaction 

             the weight

the weight we carry

              is love. 

Allen Ginsberg

All kinds of love

By Abu-Said Abil-Kheir

Love came and emptied me of self,

every vein and every pore,

made into a container to be filled by the Beloved.

Of me, only a name is left,

the rest is You my Friend, my Beloved

Let it go

“It is very difficult to weaken the hold of the mind that takes things to be real.”

 

Gyalwang Karmapa

A perspective in science

Current neuroscience confirms that 90-95% of decisions are emotional, not left brain logical. The conscious logical mind can only process 3-4 pieces of new information at a time. Decisions are made by using our subconscious mind filled with a lifetime of experiences, memories, emotions, beliefs, successes, and failures.

It’s no surprise that we get get stuck in old stories, negative emotional memories, and repeating patterns of behavior.  

Awareness faith growth renewal desire and love of self to be a better gift to others 

And so why shouldn't it also be when your in a trial ‎ that the answers are in the messages your heart can hear at the moment that your eyes can't see clouded over by the thoughts the devil of turmoil wants you to think. These thoughts are just Rollercoaster starting always and taking u always back to the boarding point.

And beyond he messages is the unknown. Ah even the beaten child will cry for his mother as its the pain he knows.

Lord give me more faith. That's what the disciples.  cried ‎

Give me the ears to hear all your messages, let it go, is now coming to me so strongly I feel u reachin down and slapping it across my face and I weep to be so loved by my father, 

‎And now the silence no words can articulate...

Amen‎

The beach chair is slid just into the water so my toes can dandle as waves slowly keep arriving... the silence within has unfolded new sounds which are enough to listen to. Surely the eyes accompaniment to the beauty the sky has laid forth...

Kmg 2019

romans

“Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have gained access by faith into this grace in which we now stand. And we boast in the hope of the glory of God. Not only so, but we also glory in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not put us to shame, because God’s love has been poured out into our hearts

through the Holy Spirit, who has been given to us.” 

Romans 5:12-5

Here the sound wind of crsshing waves in all directions

I feel the bonet of a braid the lovely women wove in my hair and a purple flower falls

On the moist dirt of the mountainside

Here there is breathe and the setting of a world lived in the spaces of the son, how vast and bright they were for me today as the sea sparkled angels I danced with.

And this is love.....

Happy valentine's day

Amen

Matthew 13 the sower

d" ‘ "You will indeed hear but never understand,

and you will indeed see but never perceive."

 15 For this people’s heart has grown dull,

and with their ears ethey can barely hear,

and ftheir eyes they have closed,

lest they should see with their eyes

and hear with their ears

and understand with their heart

and turn, and I would heal them.’

This body could be anywhere

And I close my eyes and I am all things

Daughter mother grandmother child

Place me here or there and always I end up in front of the sunrise and always my eyes want to hear my hearts knowledge...

Kmg2019

Rilke

My favorite poet reminds me I am younger than an adolescent still not proficient in patience.  And yet this causes me to praise emotion and have " pain I am grateful for" kmg preface to Rilke ----/

Being an artist means: not numbering and counting, but ripening like a tree, which doesn’t force its sap, and stands confidently in the storms of spring, not afraid that afterward summer may not come. It does come. But it comes only to those who are patient, who are there as if eternity lay before them, so unconcernedly silent and vast. I learn it every day of my life, learn it with pain I am grateful for: patience is everything!

Rainer Maria Rilke

Lord

Thank you for all you have given me 

For all the answered prayers which has

Taken the seeds you have sown and made abundance come forth which I send out to this world... thank you for the abundance of love you bring into my life andi will keep the cup overflowing with all the gifts of love I have now today....

And lord thank you for eyes that can see and are no longer blinded to what is not love, but a place of complacency ‎ - my faith knows there is more in you, I am here.. show me the way...

Amen

Kmg2019

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Lord

Thank you for shining love into my life

For bringing me to those children you love to help and heal. I know when my heart cracks it cracks to a deeper heart and you know only each of your children's journies...I ask not the cup you have given me be not drunk for I know in my pain yours is the only elixir that will move me forward, shine my star brighten and bringeth me to a nother path as your servant, that will honor love and expand it in your heaven on earth‎

Amen

Kmg 2019

Christ’s kneostic Love In RUMI poem

Love is reckless; not reason. 

Reason seeks a profit. 

Love comes on strong, 

consuming herself, unabashed. 

Yet, in the midst of suffering, 

Love proceeds like a millstone, 

hard surfaced and straightforward. 

Having died of self-interest, 

she risks everything and asks for nothing. 

Love gambles away every gift God bestows. 

Without cause God gave us Being; 

without cause, give it back again.

by Mewlana Jalaluddin Rumi

Bvi

The wind flies the birds and the

Sea carries the fish 

Motion and movement twinkle their directions and they have all the directions

Laughter, clanging of the sails are just a hunt of the sounds that fill the marina -

Hidden aside unwalked green mountains and well chartered paths

Vacation or a way of life always unfolding infront of me, I am the same and time lives in me

Kmg 2019

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Rilke

"And if there is one more thing that I must say to you, it is this: Don’t think that the person who is trying to comfort you now lives untroubled among the simple and quiet words that sometimes give you much pleasure. His life has much trouble and sadness, and remains far behind yours. If it were otherwise, he would never have been able to find those words.

Let they will be done

And jesus said let it by thy will.

So I sing this is ur path

It's full of bounty

It's full of glory

Your will be done

And who may I be

To question or not march onward

As I can not know the role you needed me

Ur servant to play and what it has moved inme to prepare me - soilder in ur army of love...

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Small selves

We are imprisoned in our small selves, thinking only of having some comfortable conditions for this small self, while we destroy our large self. If we want to change the situation, we must begin by being our true selves. To be our true selves means we have to be the forest, the river, the ozone layer. 

Thich Nhat Hanh