And at sunset I prepare for psalms

I prepare to pray, lord grateful for this day

For the love- the joy- the sorrow- it brings me

Only ever to seek you, in every face, in every bird

Song, in every wave, as It crashes it returns to itself

Blessed be thy will, all a returning to you

 Amen

It not enough god

For I wake in the dark and make my way on the bike

Which falls behind me as I walk through the wind

And crashing waves- awaiting sunrise

A breaking of light fills my eyes with color and I drop into the sand, and empty to be filled 

The bike sends me off to the church awaiting with the light shining thru the stained glass windows and I gasp in love as christ comes alive and I sing songs of praise that play all day in my ears.......

Books on jesus calling, sacred space, prayer of the heart are markers between baptism and exercise til sunset when verses of bible speak only what can be 

Sunset, comes, long and sl‎owly along the marsh and the waters silence themselves preparing for night psalms

And I close my eyes to yet another day.

I renounce world, body, flesh and live for the sunrises and smile into thy neighbors joy and hold space for all sorrows -kmg2016

And Jesus taught- unless u are born of water and spirit"" (mat) how can u live heaven on earth- it is flowing and changing like water and spirit....have faith it's all in me and my divine manifestation,,,"

‎On a more technical note I hear the teaching of Sheppard having his sheep scattered and how great the message of catholisim to gather them...then move onto god speaks to thise who move to sainthood, empty all for christ.

I find there is so much speaking in the prayer of the stations yet walking the church in circles 12 hours thru the night with rosary and hail Mary's following a speaker ur moving and saying as one... 

Every feeling

A manifestation of the divine

A sailor, must sail with the wind, whatever direction he wants to go, he must take the wind with him. 

Its the mind that twists and turns a feeling and thru what filter, the mind.... while might be most brilliant- ‎

Whose light in their heart. Doesn't shines love more brilliant then any mind can calculate in equation or plan... ‎

Lough derg was being hold in faith, total faith, in christ, WITH others,  

Being authentic, in fear, in deep deep love and pray for those pilgrims on their knees in circles and against staues around pentintenial beds‎

 

Barefoot in the rain around rocks, following hundreds of years of hail Mary's, the pray becomes living in us, in spirit.

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‎Blessed be Ann, Phil, Mary, the couples I cried with and the teacher from yonkers, the beautiful Irish girl I sat in the dark with and spoke the beatitudes and she jumped down from her bunk BED to comfort, 

Every one moment, the peace- the joy- the tears- the fears- the love and spark - the faith- all a part of this moment- life- day- experience

Amen

I am grateful to wake in prayer- to feel into words speaking thru my lips as they part and they say' I give this day to u, lord, may it be led by the spirit of the greatest good I can know today and lead me only in your path as I get out of the way for u, lord, I give grace for the suffeings I can know and those hold back from me for they are part of the depth of knowledge I can know in love to feel love, god, trinity, amen-k

In deep into releasing me.... heading out this weekend 

Lough derg. Seems the deeper into christianity- quietism- christ the deeper soffering yearns to be stretched to feel the joy- empathy and gift of giving. Always in christ sunrise, on the darkest of days breathes itself a fresh spark- shimmer- sparkle-light---‎

Is this the toughest pilgrimage in the world?

St Patrick’s Purgatory involves three days of fasting and prayers, while standing on sharpened rocks. It’s not for everyone, but there must be a reason why people return each year …

Not sure I want to label it prayer- some label prayer as the asking- me, more the listening, 

I am not smart enough to believe I am yet to receive wisdom, fool sinner that I am,...yet when it's for someone to give to, not giving anything but heart, direct thoughts, atttentions, send light in loveing thy neighbor, we'll then maybe it's prayer- or healing already happened.--

Let's point to coincidences as gifts and miracles as gods grace. Point to peace an joy as sorrows tears clearing away the smugs that we've been looking thru too long and forget god is in everything...

-kmg2016

“Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance;

perseverance, character; and character; hope.”

 Romans 5:3-4

Prayer

  Lord, we rejoice in suffering not because we like it, but because we know that You are using it to deepen our faith and strengthen our character so it reflects You.  Give us the wisdom to see these difficult times as opportunities to grow in grace.  Amen

I am contemplating the paper.... 'a world connected to god and not 'they" for who is they and who is god-... such Paper would include the bibles story of pharasees and sagasees being the they in stories of old--- grounding ones self in the news or in of the prayer of st Francis, the message of mother theresa...:)