Course of miracles is a book where u do one intention and one reading to meditate and draw Christ more into ur life, everyday for 365 days a year. I hope one day to do it with someone or in a community daily for one year. Book saying..... Sin is a perception missing of the mark ""All of ur life experiences is what u think u have done to others..."" Hmmm....... U gotta love people (period) without judgment , a big order now for me, even as its true to my nature as well as protecting my children is true to it too. Can I truly be both. Pray for me lord, have mercy....a sinner, give me strength, lead me thru the narrow gate so I may praise ur glory thru my being, being an extension of ur light and love and let me shine freely, remove all obstacles in the way, lead me, I pray. Amen
Monday, June 30, 2014
pray for me
Sunday, June 29, 2014
post
When the lights are out, I get to be quiet and hear the pushing of the air thru the vents and the silence of the light that glows on the night tree outside my window Both are a constant of the night Both one can get lost in its stillness...... -k
bible
“Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind.” Romans 12:2
gibran quote
A soul , often a battlefield, upon which your reason and judgment wage war against your passion and your appetite. Would that I could be the peacemaker in your soul, that I might turn the discord and the rivalry of your elements into oneness and melody... But how shall I, unless you yourselves ne also the peacemakers, nay, the lovers of ALL the elements. And a gift from the sea ? Your reason and passion are the rudder and the sail of your seafaring soul... If either your sails or rudder be broken, you but toss and drift, or else he held at a standstill in mid seas. For reason ruling alone, is a force confining and passion unattended is a flame that burns to its own destruction Therefore ley your soul exalt your reason to the height of passion That it may sing And let it direct ur passion With reason That your passion may live through its own daily resurrection and like the pheonix rise above its own ashes ! -gibran
prose
Its like a knowing that all is beautiful as it is, and it doesn't include my drama Long before me and long after me will be dramas, seperations, divorces, choices made and changed and it all doesn't matter All that matters is now u spend this moment, how u see and hear and feel and give and am grateful for and laugh and love. All the days out of laugh and love are out of sync with the grass that is below us ...... The dramas will not live on, the spirit of the soul and souls we touch will...
prose
Reading and writing beach side How I yearn to share my full heart in times like these with another.... While so defined by my marriage, like a song bird, in a cage. A freedom rings thru.... And yet, there is a balancing, a knowing, its just another form of worshiping , which need not anything but to settle. ,not like a window to open or shut or another to be heard......
quote
Your heart knows in silence The secrets of the days and the nights And ur ears thirst for the sound of ur hearts knowledge You would know in words that which you have always known in thought You would touch with ur fingers the naked body of your dreams ! Gibran
prose
And what do they call this time Can morning be enough There for it must be how we hold it, how the pink reflects all the color , a hugh, to the glory before it, and there is a seeing somewhere else before I can....and blankets of waves callamer to the shore, it warms my feet. As I meet the bubbles it leaves behind....
prayer
Just back from morning church and what a glorious day to receive the message christ graces us with , every day, with every sunrise, set upon us is heaven on earth, set in our hearts is the holy spirit to lead us and guide us to the greatest good of every moment Reborn in christ, things don't always look like we 'egos' think they should, haven't the blessings already been pouring out as I declare christ in my heart, haven't I already been reborn in love and glory and christ has already died for the sinms of the world, mine a pittance to even point out, I live as I am directed, I lay down myself to the greatest good so I should be so humble to receive such working in me. Amen
Wednesday, June 25, 2014
Little sad now, maybe it has to run thru me....not that I want where I was, just need to be where I am and part of that is sadness, The other side of that is hope, that I can hold hands and laugh and love and be loved....and its enough to just be loving and giving and being the best I can be in the moment Which is someone who can feel And touch And touch sadness Full morning with kids.............................. Late sunrise Bike ride Coffee Church Dock Tennis Breakfast Pool swim Beach walk Bike ride Coffee Residence pool swim Spoke with shane, shabuda, jo anne, sameka, sabrina, gavin, frank, kyle, trent, rita, Played chess Felt the wind....... In silence
poem
Its like a knowing that all is beautiful as it is, and it doesn't include my drama Long before me and long after me will be dramas, seperations, divorces, choices made and changed and it all doesn't matter All that matters is now u spend this moment, how u see and hear and feel and give and am grateful for and laugh and love. All the days out of laugh and love are out of sync with the grass that is below us ...... The dramas will not live on, the spirit of the soul and souls we touch will...
Thursday, June 19, 2014
prayer
There is an understanding in all religions, spirituallity that I believe is rooted in the depths of suffering one uncovers in their life, and more than uncover, but become, become closer to god through the pain, the struggle, the bathing in the ultimate white light of love to find- Relief and strength and the presence. of something. More than urself. Love...to feel the depths that love for urself and the world around you, is shining nothing is wrong, u are doing nothing that you can control, keep shining love and being that saint to your children and expand..... In hindi, wasn't arjuna looking and finding krisha over and over and yet forgetting ? In christianity, we bring our suffering to christ, as we feel already forgiven for our sins, I feel in the emotion of the crusifiiction , he will take care of us , fall to his mercy.... Amen
Monday, June 16, 2014
prayer
Already the bird are singing Praise for the sunrise They know the glory of the day Will begin....they join together On the water awaiting.....awakening I crack the hatch and feel the Chill of the crisp air, against the sweat , dew, of the heated cabin, , I cuddle around large covers and little girl from night before..... Singing... . Thoughts berate me, I expect they are leaving.....as they pass, reviewing what serves no purpose , even in memory - times in abuse I have endured , I see them play out and I start with forgiveness, For being left was much worse I forgive first myself, I let churn my stomach, I expand space For time moves forward only I grieve, and I cry for freedom, I open my heart to only love for what I am grateful for, for all of humanity.... Amen -k
Friday, June 13, 2014
poem
Let's see, as I smile up at the clouds that blind me to anything not just in front of me! For they marshmellow between the buildings and hide the beyond..... Nature how smart ..... -k
Poem prayer
There is a Buddha with a smile, the smile of unbearable compassion its called Unbearable if there is you that needs to bear it, washed thru Christ, thru the emptiness of realization, that there's nothing but this moment, No story has happened or is even created that your mind isn't the narrator... I am more than any thing I can know. I live and love when I am connected to my neighbor. My community, my children, my friends and compassion for Matthew... I open my heart to myself and to those who have been visited by struggle for strength... I pray for strength in Christ Jesus. Lord, show me the way. Thy will be done, show me towards the narrow gate Amen
Poem fri june 13
Rain washes all anew Holding court along in the bed To waking hearts pulling in many directions -cant find this. ( I need help) -breakfast. ( In hungry ) -its raining. (Nameing what's present) At first I ponder, I'm not alone filled is my heart in the giving, facing outward , what can I offer in this world today, how can I love and let be. And touch another and raise up myself to the greatest good and light In this day Where the Rain washes everything anew I am !
Saturday, June 7, 2014
prayer after night on boat
Rocked to sleep in the cradle of the earth, floating on waters that carries time long before and after me Making me one with this moment which is here and now And not in the tide that will come and not in the hurracaine that has passed....... And how can I be more one with it, seems like I have to jump in, float on its awareness, find the reflection of the sunrise, the silence to remember ....and what if I look away, and I will a thousand and a thousand and a thousand times more, and still I return to the knowing...... And its why I'm not angry And its where I find my emotion And I love So deeply That I can cry........ Because I am happy I just am ! Dear lord, grace me in everlasting waters, so I thirst only for u and am quenched in todays sorrow, compassion, joy and comforted by love..... Amen !
prayer
Dear god, Please Make me a force of good All agendas I surrender to you May I ask that I be carried in ur arms so that I might know the joy of full surrender May I not be tempted to think about meaningless things And give them weight And suffer. Thereby Please send ur spirit to me to give me youth and joyful spirit Show me the happiness of full forgiveness Who ever I do not forgive, dear lord, show me how For I wish not to be bond here to the toil and pain and turmoil of this world I wish to know the angels, to sing and feel free, Amen
Friday, June 6, 2014
ernest holmes
The time has come The hour has struck The power from within has come forth and is expressing through my word I do not have to wait Today is the time Today I enter into all truths today I am completely healed Today the truth has made me free -ernest holmes
prose 2014
“Stand firm in one spirit, contending as one man for the faith of the gospel without being frightened in any way by those who would oppose you.” Philippians 1:27-28 Prayer Lord of All, as Paul was writing to the Philippians to contend for the faith in one spirit, so should we be united to do the same. Too often we are fighting among ourselves when we should be fighting the enemy. Help us to stay focused on You and not on us and our agendas.
june 2014
My mouth opens and the song memories comes out Could it be that it was all so simple then Or has time rewritten every line... Raining in my eyes and outside, I want to stand in it, be one with it. Sadness is the giving up, yet it floats towards the drain , sewer, when carried by words that need to be washed away....... And when jesus saw the fig tree bearing no fruits (love) he shriveling it up quickley, And I pray now for this suffering, to keep me in god and in love Be present today, be here now !!!! Everything else, that's tomorrow !
prose june 2014
There are so many stories, no one is better than the other, In this moment, life is perfect, what will unfold ? I have no control, I know in my deepest heart I have done right, I have held to my beliefs I have served god , my children and husband, and am trying to be of service and open to be an instrument of healing.... I can't control how someone else feels when I give all I got, they tolerated my activity, which was in love, and so darn capable, it should be honored not crucified, but that's a suffering I must bear,and someone its only a suffering if it takes me from the place of god in my heart... Thy will be done....I will love more deeply through it all and be the pillar of strength for my children, be love everlasting.....
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